everybodys changing
so i'm officially a Tri-Delta Sister. It's pretty exciting- i get to wear my letters and all that
initiation was a blast- really though. there are no words for that. lol
the past week has been the most intense week of my life. I really feel different. It sucks things had to happen the way they did but every days a little easier and i'm accepting it more and more. i guess it just sucks cause im really gonna miss matt. but i also gained a billion friends through him and they're all soo much like him its great. the funeral was out of control- over 700 people. after wards we all went to chilis and then to a bonfire party and talked and hung out and laughed. i'm ready to put this week behind me (never forget it)- but put it behind me.
i have a lot of things going on right now. it really feels like being lost. so much stuff to do, so many feelings- everythings mixed up i dont even know where to start. but if i've learned anything its to give it up to god- i know its all gonna work itself out.
i guess thats all
initiation was a blast- really though. there are no words for that. lol
the past week has been the most intense week of my life. I really feel different. It sucks things had to happen the way they did but every days a little easier and i'm accepting it more and more. i guess it just sucks cause im really gonna miss matt. but i also gained a billion friends through him and they're all soo much like him its great. the funeral was out of control- over 700 people. after wards we all went to chilis and then to a bonfire party and talked and hung out and laughed. i'm ready to put this week behind me (never forget it)- but put it behind me.
i have a lot of things going on right now. it really feels like being lost. so much stuff to do, so many feelings- everythings mixed up i dont even know where to start. but if i've learned anything its to give it up to god- i know its all gonna work itself out.
i guess thats all