This is God
Two nights ago I didn't know how I would go on living. I watched a part of my family die. Matt Riebsame was the most amazing man I've ever met in my life and I watched him die. It was most deff. the worst night of my life. I can't tell the world what he did for me, or anyone else he met because there aren't any words for it- but when he died, a little bit of all of us died. We lost our superman.
Tonight we got in the car, and we drove back to where we saw him take his last breath. We drove there and we smoked 27s and sat where he left us.
And I feel okay.
We listened to music and drove with the windows down and laughed about everything he ever said or did and we knew he knew and understood.
Nothing in my life will ever be the same. All of us are a little bit different. I am changed. Lights and sounds are magnified and everything in my life is fine and always will be.
No matter what happens in the next four years or the rest of my life I will that moment and I will never let it go.
That moment. Knowing everything happens for a reason and that everything will always be ok. That moment with the windows down and the music loud. That moment laughing with tears in our eyes about him. That moment was God.
Tonight we got in the car, and we drove back to where we saw him take his last breath. We drove there and we smoked 27s and sat where he left us.
And I feel okay.
We listened to music and drove with the windows down and laughed about everything he ever said or did and we knew he knew and understood.
Nothing in my life will ever be the same. All of us are a little bit different. I am changed. Lights and sounds are magnified and everything in my life is fine and always will be.
No matter what happens in the next four years or the rest of my life I will that moment and I will never let it go.
That moment. Knowing everything happens for a reason and that everything will always be ok. That moment with the windows down and the music loud. That moment laughing with tears in our eyes about him. That moment was God.