I don't know
Something inside of me feels different. I don't know what it is but its confusing. My mind seems so messed up and my heart is broken. I don't want any friends to bother me anymore. I mean about how they are worried about me. I am just going through a lot with friends, school, and family. By family is very important to me and sorry to anyone who I haven't called back let. I have been with my grandmother for a few days. I just needed time away from my parents. I thought yearbook camp would help me but it didn't I am still confused but people don't worry about me. OK I am not that important that you should worry about me. I might just go into seclusion for a week before school starts but it doesn't seem like I have the time. I have to go to some place near the beach with my grandmother to visit relatives and then I have yearbook stuff to do so I need to just plan some time for myself were I can just write and by write I mean not in my live journal but poetry that's what I do best when I am confused and it always seems to help me clear my mind. So I am going to go but I will update you all soon.