Sad i guess
I returned back to today from my long journey. I hope everyone missed me. I was happy and excited and ready to just be me again. I thought I was ready but I wasn't I came home and went to bed and when I woke up I knew that I needed to go to the library so I had to get some gas. Well, I walked out and Shawn was over at my neighbors house and I waved to him and he had a girl with him so he didn't wave back. Which is OK but I wish he had because I missed talking to him in a week. Later on I went to get my stuff from Holley's house and her mom was like yeah that was Shawn's girlfriend. I was in total shock because of what she said. It might not sound that bad to some people but it hurt me because that's why he didn't wave. I am not saying that every time I see a friend they have to wave or something but because of his reason it sadness me. All I ever want is happiness. I thought but really I just wanted everyone else to be happy. I want Shawn to find a good girl to be with, Maria to be able to meet "Canada," for Holley I want her and Douglas to trust each other and my friend Kat to find a best friend that wouldn't hurt her. All of my friends deserve a lot and their happiness would only really make me be able to be happy with myself. If that makes since. I haven't forgot anybody I hope because for Max I want you to move on and just be my friend and find a girl that can live up to everything you have ever wanted or deserve. And Brian your my friend no matter what just look at the positive side of working and just stick with it.