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Four days left before I get to see Max. I am so excited about that because I miss him so much. I write about Max everyday so people please don't think that I am obsessed with him or anything but its because I miss him so much. When he does get back I wonder if other friends are going to tell him about how I write about him in my journal if they do its all right because he already knows how I feel about him. He is such a great guy and I only hope good things can come out of this "thing" that is happening between him and i. It made me really happy when I was able to tell him that I liked him and he said he also liked me. I guess it all stared when I got to know him at Kathy Mae's party. So him and I had a good time talking that night. And from that point on it's all been up hill from there. Last night was so great Max called again from Mexico he was climbing a mountain. How cool we talked for like a minute then we got disconnected.Its ok i was just happy to talk to him
Holley and I finally made up. It took a lot of talking but we worked it out. I like knowing Holley will always be there for me when I really need her and that's what always gets our friendship through another rough area. Holley is one of them people that you can talk to about anything and just have fun with. Her and I have been through a lot which I can't mention but enough that when I graduate I will have a place to stay and I know also hen I turn 18 her and I are totally going to a male strip club. Things like that is what keeps my faith with her going. We have a very big love hate relationship and we both know that in the end of the day if we need a good cry we are there for each other. And that's what really counts.
I do have another really good friend one that has also been through a lot with me. Next year we are doing yearbook together which might not sound that bad to a normal person but yearbook is hard and it takes a lot of my life up. Just ask some of my friends from this year and how hard it was for me to finish. But Maria she is so awesome and determined that she can do anything which inspires me to do so much more with my own life. Girl when and if you ever read this I want you to know how much I care about you. Camp is coming up and we are doing it together so I was thinking maybe we could talk about the "umms" some more just kidding its a big inside joke.
I want to apologize to Brian. You now know how fucking pissed I was at you this past week and why. Please don't ever tell me what to do again OK.
Holley and I finally made up. It took a lot of talking but we worked it out. I like knowing Holley will always be there for me when I really need her and that's what always gets our friendship through another rough area. Holley is one of them people that you can talk to about anything and just have fun with. Her and I have been through a lot which I can't mention but enough that when I graduate I will have a place to stay and I know also hen I turn 18 her and I are totally going to a male strip club. Things like that is what keeps my faith with her going. We have a very big love hate relationship and we both know that in the end of the day if we need a good cry we are there for each other. And that's what really counts.
I do have another really good friend one that has also been through a lot with me. Next year we are doing yearbook together which might not sound that bad to a normal person but yearbook is hard and it takes a lot of my life up. Just ask some of my friends from this year and how hard it was for me to finish. But Maria she is so awesome and determined that she can do anything which inspires me to do so much more with my own life. Girl when and if you ever read this I want you to know how much I care about you. Camp is coming up and we are doing it together so I was thinking maybe we could talk about the "umms" some more just kidding its a big inside joke.
I want to apologize to Brian. You now know how fucking pissed I was at you this past week and why. Please don't ever tell me what to do again OK.