Strangely optimistic....
::SMILES:: I'm content. Such a strange feeling after so much pain. I think I may actually be happy. I think a lot of this has to do with the fact that I actually have free time. You all know that monster, too much and it's boring not and enough and one goes crazy. That and the fact that my hormones are back to normal, my show is not teching anymore, and I am not feeling as sick as I was last week. Ahhh....I love being the calm me.
Tonight, I went and spent my birthday borders gift card and some birthday money from my grandmother. I bought three CDs' and a book. I bough the new Audra Mc Donald CD, Happy Songs, Art Tatem's finest Hour, the Oceans Eleven soundtrack and a book called "Empire Falls" (it won the Pulitzer...) I went all by myself. It was wonderful. I walked around downtown SC and didn't get scared by the hordes of men that seem to hang around on Tuesday nights. Every where I went there were more groups of men. Perhaps I was noticing them more...hehe
Anyway... I went to a cute coffee shop called Lulu Carpenters and sipped cider while reading my book. Now I'm home and listening to Happy Songs.
In related news, I think music from musicals will always be my happy music.
hehe
Besos y Abrazos,S.
P. S. I'm not even going to think about the fact that the Republicans are in power again and FUCKING Bill Simon will soon be the governor of California...
Tonight, I went and spent my birthday borders gift card and some birthday money from my grandmother. I bought three CDs' and a book. I bough the new Audra Mc Donald CD, Happy Songs, Art Tatem's finest Hour, the Oceans Eleven soundtrack and a book called "Empire Falls" (it won the Pulitzer...) I went all by myself. It was wonderful. I walked around downtown SC and didn't get scared by the hordes of men that seem to hang around on Tuesday nights. Every where I went there were more groups of men. Perhaps I was noticing them more...hehe
Anyway... I went to a cute coffee shop called Lulu Carpenters and sipped cider while reading my book. Now I'm home and listening to Happy Songs.
In related news, I think music from musicals will always be my happy music.
hehe
Besos y Abrazos,S.
P. S. I'm not even going to think about the fact that the Republicans are in power again and FUCKING Bill Simon will soon be the governor of California...