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I do hate it when this happens. I open the update journal page and my head is going too fast and then I get self concious and I don't know what to write. Recently I looked back at my posts and was concerned by the fact that I religiously check my friends post everyday, yet I average a post a week.
Why? Not enough time? Nothing compelling to talk about? I don't want to complain about the constant sadness? I think too much and have to actively formulate what I am going to write about when I get the one daily occasion to use the computer... Currently, I feel that the last answer is most appropriate. I am not usually in a private or comfortable space where I am able to be honest and move, sit, think, talk to myself like people can when they are at home.
I have a challenge for all of you dear readers. I know that it is an option for most of you so if you decide to try stick with it for at least a few days even if you are really busy. Imagine that your computer, printer at home does not exist anymore. You can only use the computer, internet etc. at public lab facilities. If your housemates have computers you can use them but you must ask permission each time and they must be present for you to use them. Try it and see if you can do it for 3 days, 5 days or a week. Imagine doing it for months and months...imagine the frustration when writing a paper..or that you can't burn cds you have to use other people's computers to do so. I didn't realize how dependent I was on my computer until it was safe in Calfornia.
Try it. I'm curious to hear reactions.
In other news, I am going to design an avant-garde show about obession. I have an essay due on Monday. I am also working on a project that I will be performing the same week as the show opens! The best part is that the show is no going to be finalized till a few days before it opens because it is devised and it is a work in progress. I'm stressed and I feel the best I have in weeks and weeks and maybe months.
OTHER very important news, the sun is out! I get to see it almost every day for a long while. It did rain to day but hopefully the sun will be out again tomorrow!
Why? Not enough time? Nothing compelling to talk about? I don't want to complain about the constant sadness? I think too much and have to actively formulate what I am going to write about when I get the one daily occasion to use the computer... Currently, I feel that the last answer is most appropriate. I am not usually in a private or comfortable space where I am able to be honest and move, sit, think, talk to myself like people can when they are at home.
I have a challenge for all of you dear readers. I know that it is an option for most of you so if you decide to try stick with it for at least a few days even if you are really busy. Imagine that your computer, printer at home does not exist anymore. You can only use the computer, internet etc. at public lab facilities. If your housemates have computers you can use them but you must ask permission each time and they must be present for you to use them. Try it and see if you can do it for 3 days, 5 days or a week. Imagine doing it for months and months...imagine the frustration when writing a paper..or that you can't burn cds you have to use other people's computers to do so. I didn't realize how dependent I was on my computer until it was safe in Calfornia.
Try it. I'm curious to hear reactions.
In other news, I am going to design an avant-garde show about obession. I have an essay due on Monday. I am also working on a project that I will be performing the same week as the show opens! The best part is that the show is no going to be finalized till a few days before it opens because it is devised and it is a work in progress. I'm stressed and I feel the best I have in weeks and weeks and maybe months.
OTHER very important news, the sun is out! I get to see it almost every day for a long while. It did rain to day but hopefully the sun will be out again tomorrow!