Love and all its confusing twists
WHY am I having this lovey dovey weekend? Valentine's Day was two weeks ago!
It all started yesterday with me realizing that the things I do by myself would be great dates. The mood was carried along because I bought a new dress and a new pair of shoes and tried them on together at home. Incidently this would be a great date outfit. I feel confident in it and it is a gorgeous dress(it looks great with my skin). Then I watched Amelie, a movie that I have not seen for a long time. I realized that the style in which I want to love and be loved is how Amelie and her guy interact at the end. I realized how much I missed the emotions, the smells and the security that being with someone allows. I crave the simple caresses on shoulders, little kisses on forheads, and the physical emotional bond.
I had forgotten what it can be like and it is all flowing back now. I randomly searched onto this guys post which incidently was all about how he felt about some girl. That just seeing her made him feel complete. They weren't even dating. His language was so romantic...I could barely stand it! Last night I had a playful sex dream about this guy I know. Now I am listening to love songs and I keep feeling the need to dress up!
I really need to find someone to go on a date with so I can wear my new outfit. Anyone have any ideas? Perhaps I should approach good looking strangers.
In other News:
I found out today that I have lost 24.9 lbs!
New Live Journal Icons have been created.
I look very cute today.:)
I hope you all are doing very well .S.
It all started yesterday with me realizing that the things I do by myself would be great dates. The mood was carried along because I bought a new dress and a new pair of shoes and tried them on together at home. Incidently this would be a great date outfit. I feel confident in it and it is a gorgeous dress(it looks great with my skin). Then I watched Amelie, a movie that I have not seen for a long time. I realized that the style in which I want to love and be loved is how Amelie and her guy interact at the end. I realized how much I missed the emotions, the smells and the security that being with someone allows. I crave the simple caresses on shoulders, little kisses on forheads, and the physical emotional bond.
I had forgotten what it can be like and it is all flowing back now. I randomly searched onto this guys post which incidently was all about how he felt about some girl. That just seeing her made him feel complete. They weren't even dating. His language was so romantic...I could barely stand it! Last night I had a playful sex dream about this guy I know. Now I am listening to love songs and I keep feeling the need to dress up!
I really need to find someone to go on a date with so I can wear my new outfit. Anyone have any ideas? Perhaps I should approach good looking strangers.
In other News:
I found out today that I have lost 24.9 lbs!
New Live Journal Icons have been created.
I look very cute today.:)
I hope you all are doing very well .S.