Feb 15, 2005 08:01
Hey Havent written in a while, things are so hectic, with everything I guess. Doin a lil better, had a bath by myself, trust me big accomplishment, cooked myself Sunday, things are lookin up. And I can see better, already, imagine, I am so happy bout that. Still gettin along with everyone in the house pretty much, have our spats but its all good. I was nasty to a couple peoples last week, namely Phill and Jake, whom is confusin as hell, and Phill is just an idiot, did you know I went to the rink just to spy on him, not to work or anythin, and yea, MEN SAY WERE CONFUSIN!!!!!!! Gonna call SS for the gurls today, their not doin good, neither is walkin, talkin, eatin real people food, and their 30 months and 21 months, they sent Zack to her mothers, so I gotta do soemthin, hopefully SS can do somethin make it better, cuz I think thats would be best,. cuz I honestly dont think I could take them forever, espedillay rite now, but Clint and Kim both still dont want the kids, like EEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR, if you dont want kids, keep your dick in your pants and or your legs closed. They are the most adorable babies, and I dunno, so God mommy Stephie is gonna do somethin, cuz they aint gonna be 5, havin to be carried to school, have baby food for lunch, and cant make friends cuz they cant talk. That is whats gonna happen. Anyways confused yet, cuz I am I have been up since 5, couldnt sleep last night, on Demoerl, thats why I make lil sence. Geordie and I are ok, he made major brownie points last week, writin 3-5 times a day, sayin such sweet things, spent 2 1/2 hours sat lookin for a vday card for him, plus some last week, found one, he cant look at it, you know how shitty that is, but oh well, it was kinda corney, hehehe. But I am gonna go Kenzie is comin over in a bit, and I should go and try to sleep my demeorl state off. Loves ya ll bye byez