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Hey hey long time no write, yea I have been busy, well sorta busy anyways babysit all weekend, all week till wedsnday then had court Thursday and Friday, so fun I tell ya 12th and 13th day there but I finally gotta testify 3 hours on the stand, nervous sick, and i think a lil hungover. But I am done dont need to go back thank god. but I have a lesson for everyone, Never NEVER EVER EVER, go out the the nite befoer you gotta go to court, knowin you have to testify probably the next day. And drink a lot, you practically crawled home, thats your lesson Please listen to it, cuz i was stupis enough to do it. But you know what I came home, I didnt have to but I did, a guy asked my mom if he could take me home, then Billy whom is the guy who asked me if I ever fucked in the woods before was there, and asked me if I wanted to fuck in the woods yet, so fun, then Carson who is a nice guy, a really nice one, but a lil old, and hes been tryin since last summer to take me home. But I came home by myself and make a complete toole of myself talkin to Zac for 2 hours, but a lot was said, when I wasnt tellin him I was sorry, he said there was nothin I could say to change his feelins, even if I was 600 pounds and all this, I cried, I get weird when i am drunk, then he talked about gettin married again, I love him I really do, but I am not ready to get married, I told him mayb in a couple years, not to get me wrong I love ya but I am 19, and not ready to make a life time commitment like that, and he said ok, like why cant he start bein a lil bit of an asshole, if things work out as good as they so so seem like they are goin to, I have to leave so much, and hurt a few people, especially kenzie, and some otehrs peoples cuz everyone is leavin, and anyways, its a bog decission that I will make later. I have changed dates on when I am goin down, I am now leavin the 17th, cuz A him and J havent found a place, and i dont want them to pick the first one thats cheap so they can be somewhere when I come down, and B i was gonna go the 15th, but its in the middle of the week, and when he gets the job, he works mon-fri, and I do not wanna be there like 6 7 hours and then be alone so I am goin on a friday spendin all weekend with him, then he goes to work monday sounds good eh. I cant wwait, this will also give me more time to save, and shit, which I am only babysittin for money cau I am goin nutz there, and thats an understatement, I didnt even get a full pay yesterday cuz of court, but i never got paid for last weekend or tuesday niote either, but i was told i would be gettin the extra 55 on thursdasy, so hopefully, anyways i am out, gotta make a couple calls, loves ya you know what ones that are too, N, N and thats it. There are 2 of ya
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