Hey hey`
Well this week has been one to remember even though I dont wanna. Work sucked and sucked hardkore, all I really did is watch those kids day and nite really, and they are bratz hardkore, the only way they listen is if you yell at them, but i guess I cant really complain about the hours cuz I need money to go to PA, and I am hopefully goin on the 1st, I have it ALL planned out, all I need from mom is like 200$, and her to pput it on her card so I can get bus cheaper, shes gonna drive me to Bangor, cuz of a lot of confusin shit, but yea, and I am savin money and saving it good for spendin money, which I am informed, I wont be spendin we as in me and Zac have argued bout that a couple times, so hopefully this is one thing I win, hehehe, umm he means so much to me he really does, and its scary. Wedsnaday I went to Freddy and said bye to Crys and Grammy and Grampy and cried, dont know why cuz Crys annoys me quite a bit, and all that, but we went through quite a bit, during our friendship, but shes gone, same as grammy and grampy :(. Friday was hell, me and Ray fought for like an hour and half, he asked me how I expected him to love an alcoholic slut that totally disgusts him, yea great dad hey. and I talked to zac so mono tone, but he made me smile, and yesterday wasnt to great, but after i got off da phone with him, I had a drink, and a nap, and talked to kenzie and I was much much better, but I never talkeds to him, I left him a message though, sayin I was happier. So yea, I got his letter well card last week its so sweet, it has a puppy on da front and says I love you, then on the inside it says I just wanted to say that, you can get back to what you were doing now, and he wrote in it of course, but ya, BIG SMILES!!!! I had a long weekend off work this weekend cuz Crystal decided at 1130 Thursday nite she wasnt goin to work Friday, and she took monday off to take cameron to the dr for his needle, but relieded the appointment isnt till Tuesday, but still has mon off, so I dont have to go up till monday nite, thank god. And next week only have to be there 3 days cuz i have court thurs and fri, and she mite have some vacation off the week after, so no full weeks till I go see ZAc, which is good but bad, cuz I need money. Anyways goin for coffee with mom, hate bein in a house to long, and I am always in one during the week.