May 14, 2006 13:27
steph gets philisophicamicle.
So..here's my logic...as an artist..as a human being:
You have one life. 32850 days (if you live to be 90)..to live your life to the fullest..to fall..find..regain..establish..love..lose..cry..laff..to experience everything and all possible in the short time that you have on this earth.. a house..a car..a job..music..its all something i'm experiencing..but its stagnent...theres a rather rinse repeat to my life at the moment that doesnt give me complete happiness...it lets me experience the same thing day after day...there's no substance to that...sometimes shit needs to be shaken up..its the way i live...
It's gonna be way hard for me to just demolish everything i've worked hard for...but even davinchi painted over his old peices in hopes for a new..better work...
so i'm kinda in a mood..who cares..lol..they come and go..but i'm excited..not sad..life is meant to be lived..not survived..
i'm gonna go buy a new car..cause its something i deserve from the madness i partook in for the last 2 years...ya..i'll have to bust my ass to pay the note, and rent when i get where i'm going....but fuck it..at least i'll have somethin to show for it..right?..right.
PS>
If you want a copy of dedicated..my new cd...email me your name, email, and mailing address...12 bucks..17 tracks..unlike the last one these are full color..we're talkin a real cd bitches..so buy one..lol