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Feb 18, 2006 21:24

i decided to take the semester off. I'm just gonna do my work out class, so i can get off my ass and do something.
I'm writing something now, to try and get in touch with that part of me i lost throughout the year. Something i've been trying to run from. so much irony in that huh.

damn man..my head is going 325235235miles a minute..and you know what..i fuckin love it.. cause i lost that voice in my head. I became a drone that lives a life that i dreamed of. but whats it all for.. whats next..what can i go back to or do i have to recreate a new experience.

the music..the new me..or the old me evolutionized. i dont fuckin know.
experience...it's what lives all about... what if i fuckin die tomorrow..would i be able to say i've accomplished all i've dreamed of? I've been on a stage singing my heart out to an awesome crowd. I've been cheered, boo'ed. loved, hurt.. i dont know what i want more of.

i'm so in love with life, and what its all about.
it's not about music, its not about moving, and finding. its about experiencing. i dont fuckin knoooooo...

gotta love that fuckin voice in ur head man.
it owns u.
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