hey..in majorca

Apr 16, 2005 18:07

hello hello, im in majorca at the moment in an internet cafe, how cool am i? this is so fun, that song is in the background

"this is the story of a girl, who cried a river and drowned the whole world" so good

anyway, saw ADAM. yes, same old story, saw him the night i arrived and we kissed and i fell back in love and i cried that night to him and told him all this emotional stuff, and he tried to get me to his, which didnt happen. next day he TXT me, thats a first, we met up, and toked and didnt kiss and he just explained that if we were together he wudnt want me to be with anyone else ever in glasgow and i told him that was unrealistic..........anyway, i didnt go out last nite and he must hav gone looking for me coz he called asking where i was and why i wasnt out.then he asked me to go to his, i dais no. dont no why, it seemed like a plan at the time. so now, im waiting for him to hopefully call today iwth a romantic gesture before i leave, but i know its not going to happen and im going to go home and go to the toilet on the plane and cry all the way home and wen my mum asks me if ive been crying ill deny it. same old story, he always does this, i feel like an idiot for falling for it, but i cant stop myself.....im absolutely in love with him and i want to marry him. hahahha.funni, coz i got a pic of him the other nite and he is one ugly bastard. joannas words were "dont worry steph, at least u no i wont steal him from u!!" hahaha.anyway, im gna stop blabbing.

i miss everyone at home even tho im here in the same country as adam.

im looking at my fone just now, wish it would ring.

steph x
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