so last night was interesting...
i was running around like a chicken w/its head cut off trying to get ready & i HATE rushing. i ended up keeping brendan waiting, since he came to pick me up. it was NOT a good way to start off the evening & i'm still beating myself up about it. i just wish i had planned better, instead of getting myself all worked up & losing my cool, so to speak. at least there was a bright side...dinner itself was pretty good & the evening ended VERY well.
so far, i've lost a grand total of about 7 lbs. brendan has yet to notice. or maybe he just hasn't said anything, i dunno. maybe he will at the 10-15 lb. mark. we have to make more cabbage soup though, so i didn't have any yesterday. instead i had tuna for lunch, 2 pears, 1 banana, & whitefish for dinner. not too shabby. for breakfast this morning, i had 2 poached eggs over 2 slices of whole wheat bread. it was damn good. hopefully my mom will bring home more cabbage tonight & we can make more soup.
i finally got around to giving Bitta a grooming. unfortunately, she's so dirty that she really just needs a bath because all my grooming didn't seem to make much of a difference. the next nice day when my mom's home, we're gonna give her a bath together, since i've yet to use that part of the farming facilities & don't really know where to find everything i'd need.
not much excitement has been going on in my life, but at least i'm working on self-improvement (in general). hopefully my weight loss will boost my self-confidence, since it's usually lacking. i've read that guys like self-confidence, so i'm glad i was able to attract a guy like brendan w/o needing much of it. maybe he was attracted to my potential? i dunno.
take care,
-steph
so far, i've lost a grand total of about 7 lbs. brendan has yet to notice. or maybe he just hasn't said anything, i dunno. maybe he will at the 10-15 lb. mark. we have to make more cabbage soup though, so i didn't have any yesterday. instead i had tuna for lunch, 2 pears, 1 banana, & whitefish for dinner. not too shabby. for breakfast this morning, i had 2 poached eggs over 2 slices of whole wheat bread. it was damn good. hopefully my mom will bring home more cabbage tonight & we can make more soup.
i finally got around to giving Bitta a grooming. unfortunately, she's so dirty that she really just needs a bath because all my grooming didn't seem to make much of a difference. the next nice day when my mom's home, we're gonna give her a bath together, since i've yet to use that part of the farming facilities & don't really know where to find everything i'd need.
not much excitement has been going on in my life, but at least i'm working on self-improvement (in general). hopefully my weight loss will boost my self-confidence, since it's usually lacking. i've read that guys like self-confidence, so i'm glad i was able to attract a guy like brendan w/o needing much of it. maybe he was attracted to my potential? i dunno.
take care,
-steph