karma police

May 15, 2006 01:04

It's so easy to get emotionally enatangled with a new lifestyle. I lost myself somewhere along the way. Actually, somwhere along the way I realized I don't know who I am.

Those last three words are so vague, i know. "Who I am"...I guess that's supposed to embody principles, standards, humor, what makes me happy, what makes me sad, who I choose to love, who I choose to hate. All these features have been warped violently in the past 2 years, like some twister took all that I thought I was and jumbled it into one jig-saw puzzle for me to solve again. Everything is so messed up.

It's hard to wake up in the morning knowing there used to be more to you. There used to be more to this girl than mac eyeliner and tanned skin, an average 3.4 gpa, rum filled veins, lungs composed of smoke induced apathy, a poisoned heart that craves even more poison than relief.

i've become just like the others. arrest this girl with a hitler hairdo.
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