Jul 14, 2005 16:48
(1) Your gender: Female.
(2) Straight/gay/bi? Straight.
(3) Single? Most definitely not.
(4) Want to be? Not at all.
(5) Your birth day: 12 September
(6) Age you act: Uh... my age? Occassionally slightly older, sometimes slightly younger.
(8) Your height: 5'4". I wish I was taller.
(9) The color of your eyes: Brown?
(10) Happy with it? Uh... sure?
(11) The color of your hair: Brown, although I died it "Funky Cherry", so it's sort of red/brown right now.
(12) Happy with it? Yeah, sure.
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous? Righty.
(14) Your living arrangement? In a rental house with parents and most of my siblings.
(27) Your family: Not sure what this means, but... Two parents, two sisters, two brothers.
(29) What's your job? I quit, so I no longer have one.
(30) Piercings? One hole in each ear that is actually usable, but technically two holes per ear.
(31) Tattoos? Not one. I'm scared of needles & other such sharp objects. I also fear permanency.
(32) Obsessions: Mmmm... Not sure I really have any.
(35) Do you speak another language? No.
(36) Have a favorite quote? Sort of. It sometimes changes.
(37) Do you have a webpage? I have an LJ, a MySpace, a Xanga, a Blurty, and a Snapfish account. I used to have a Yahoo! page and a DiaryLand diary.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it...
(38) Do you live in the moment? For the most part, I think so, yes.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Fairly. I don't know.
(40) Do you have any secrets? Uh, no, not really. I'll tell most people almost anything they want to know.
(41) Do you hate yourself? Not really, no, but I hate certain things about myself.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? No.
(43) Do you have any bad habits? Procrastination, bad attitude, yelling, biting my nails, smack reflex... I could go on for awhile.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? I don't get many compliments from people in general. I get many compliments from Mike, and quite often, though.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? No one would ever make a movie about my life. And if they did, they'd inevitably give it an dumb title.
(46) What's your biggest fear? I have a lot of fears; I'm not sure what my biggest fear is.
(47) Can you sing? I can sing. I think the real question is if I have a good singing voice, or can carry a tune well, etc.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Uh, I don't really know what this question means, but I think the answer is no.
(49) Are you a loner? Not at all. I can't function without other people.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Eh, probably, but not a close friend.
(52) Are you a daredevil? Not at all. Though I do some things that probably many other people wouldn't do.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Fear about myself? No. Hate about myself? Eh, yeah, I suppose. Strongly dislike? OHHHH yes.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? Um... Most of the time, I'm aggressive. There are a few people I'm passive around, though.
(55) Have you got a ? Uh... that doesn't make sense. I think something's missing from the question.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? I'm not sure.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Only one thing? Gosh, that makes it hard... My confidence with my body.
(58) There are three wells: love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose? Uh, weird question. I'd take love, I suppose. Actually, my first instinct was to say creativity. I don't know, I don't really understand this anyway.
(59) How do you vent? Talking, my LiveJournal, yelling
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? Uh, no, not really. Well, I don't know. I don't think so.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Not really. Maybe one or two minor things, but nothing that keeps me awake at night.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? I suppose so. It has definitely gotten better recently.
(64) What do you like the most about your body? Uh.... My mouth, I suppose.
(67) Are you confident? No. Well, about some things, yes, but others, a resounding NO.
(69) Do people know how you feel? Yes, I think most of the time, if not all the time. All my feelings are exposed in my eyes and facial expressions.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? Once in awhile.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke? Definitely not.
(72) Do drugs? Hell no.
(73) Read the newspaper? Not really. I'll read an article that looks interesting, or the comics, or such, but not on a regular basis or anything.
(74) Pray? Yes, occasionally. Usually occurs in church, or when I have a problem. I have a hard time praying on my own, and I need to work on that.
(75) Go to church? Every Sunday. You know it.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes, most of the time. Depends who they are, how they got my screenname, how "strange" they are, and where they're located.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? I have some near my bed... most of mine are in boxes because they wouldn't fit in my room anymore when we swapped the rooms around. Sometimes, when I'm really upset, I just need to hug a teddy bear close to me, you know?
(78) Take walks in the rain? Eh, not purposely, but I don't mind if I'm caught in the rain, for the most part. It's a little awkward if I'm wearing white, though...
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? Yeah, I suppose. There aren't many people I hate. Actually, I can't think of anyone I actually, truly hate.
(80) Drive? Of course.
(81) Like to drive fast? Definitely. But not mind-numbingly fast.
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice? I like the way it sounds in my head, but not the way it actually sounds.
(83) Hurt yourself? Yes. Quite a few times. Not seriously, though. Just enough.
(84) Been out of the country? Yes indeed... Canada, France, Italy, Austria, Germany, and Switzerland. Only two trips out, though.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? Uh, that's a weird question. Yes, I've eaten ice cream and salads that have made my mom sick; I've eaten dairy products that have made lactose intolerant kids sick; I remember Karly got sick on her birthday from eating one of the cupcakes she had brought in for all of us...
(86) Burped? Yeah. I even burped right in Mike's face one time. Not cool.
(87) Been unfaithful? Never.
(88) Been in love? Most definitely.
(89) Done drugs? Not once.
(90) Gone skinny dipping? No. I dislike my body too much. I rarely go swimming in a bathing suit, let alone in the nude.
(92) Had a surgery? Nope.
(93) Ran away from home? Yes... with my grandfather.
(94) Played strip poker? No. I'm not good enough at poker. I would lose all my clothes, and I am just NOT comfortable with that.
(95) Gotten beaten up? No.
(97) Been picked on? Yes.
(98) Been on stage? All the time.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? What.the.hell. NO. Weirdo.
(100) Slept outdoors? Yep, yep, many a time.
(101) Thought about suicide? Yes.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? Many times.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? Define "all night". Several hours during the night, keeping myself awake to talk on the phone, yes. And I've definitely stayed up ALL NIGHT instant messaging certain people.
(107) Slept all day? Yes.
(108) Killed someone? Uh... riiiggghhhttt... because, you know, if I had, I would admit it in my LiveJournal, for all the world to see... Of course not!
(109) Made out with a stranger? No.
(110) Had sex with a stranger? I haven't had sex with anyone, stranger or not.
(111) Thought you're going crazy? No. Not seriously.
(112) Kissed the same sex? In a familial, non-romantic, kind of way.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Never.
(114) Been betrayed? I don't think so, no.
(115) Had a dream that came true? Sleep dream? No. Wish/hope dream? Yes.
(116) Broken the law? Speeding, drinking alcohol, driving between midnight and five on a provisional, littering, probably more... I've never got caught or gotten in trouble for any of it, though.
(117) Met a famous person? Yes. Multiple.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? I don't believe so.
(146) Stolen anything? Yes, but not from a store or anything. Nothing serious.
(147) Been on radio/TV? Yes. The TV. Multiple times.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? No, I don't think so. I've observed them, though.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? Um, not to my knowledge, but I don't know what really classifies something as a "nervous breakdown", so I wouldn't really know.
(150) Considered religious vocation? Yes.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Nope.
(152) Bungee jumped? No way.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes. The only dreams I can ever remember are recurring nightmare ones.
CLOTHES and other fashion....
(154) Shoe brand? Hm... Dr. Martens are a favorite, as are my Sugar floaties, and for sneakers, I tend to favor Saucony.
(155) Brand of clothing? Levi's jeans, AE underwear, Bass socks, and Croft&Barrow polos
(156) Cologne/perfume? Sometimes AE Aura... I have three versions. And on guys, it's definitely AXE. *sighs* Love that stuff. Especially Phoenix.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Well, in the past, I always wore a uniform (plaid kilt, white polo, tights/socks/knee highs, brown shoes) to school, but that'll change this year... I'm thinking pajamas & sweats & polos & jeans... As for work, at the Festival, always wore a bodice... for awhile, it was an Irish dress, but last year I got a back-lace one... B&N, it was black pants & white polos.
(159) Wear hats? Only baseball-type hats, either my Izod or I steal Mike's, and not that often.
(161) Wear make-up? About 30% of the time I wear mascara. Most days I wear something on my lips. If I could figure out how to apply my own eyeliner, I'd do that, too.
(162) Favorite place to shop? Best Buy. AC Moore. Outlet stores, like Eddie Bauer, Tommy Hilfiger, Levi's, Bass... Kohl's. Barnes & Noble.
(163) Favorite article of clothing? Polos and jeans.
(164) Are you trendy? No, I don't think so.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? Yes, but not for college. Everything before college, though, most definitely yes.
BELIEFS....
(166) Believe in life on other planets? I suppose it's possible, but I doubt there's any life on other planets in our solar system.
(167) Miracles? Of course.
(168) Astrology? No.
(169) Magic? No.
(170) God? YES.
(171) Satan? Yes.
(172) Santa? The spirit of santa, yes. The original St. Nicholas, yes. A man in a red suit coming down everyone's chimneys on Christmas? No.
(173) Ghosts? No.
(174) Luck? Not really. It's whatever you make of it.
(175) Love at first sight? No. Lust at first sight, though.
(176) Yin and Yang? Uh... not sure. I don't know enough to answer that.
(177) Witches? No.
(178) Easter bunny? No.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes, I think so. Although I also think it depends on your definition of "faithful". Because I certainly think it's possible to remain with one person forever, and never cheat on them, but that doesn't mean that you don't ever think about someone else. To me, though, what matters is if you stay with that one person and resist all other thoughts and temptations... that's remaining faithful forever.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Uh, no, that's just silly.
(181) Do you wish on stars? Once in awhile. Falling stars only, though, not just any old star.
LOVE, and all that...
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No. After Chris's inquiries, I think I can handle any questions you may throw at me.
(183) Do you remember your first love? Duh.
(184) Still love him/her? So much.
(185) Do you consider love a mistake? Not at all. Love makes the world go round.
(186) What do you find romantic? Really random things.
(187) Turn-on? Everything about Mike, :oD
(188) Turn-off? I don't know, um... bad breath?
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? No.
*WHAT HAPPENED TO THESE QUESTIONS?*
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Very, very awkward. It's happened before.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? Hm. I don't know. In between?
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Eh, not really. I've asked guys out before; you have to be able to if you attend an all-girls school.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Well, if I'm romantically attracted to someone, that means *I* at least find that person physically attractive. Looks are a matter of opinion... people I find to be ridiculously attractive are unattractive to friends of mine, and vice versa.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Some members of it, yes. I know one in particular...
(205) What is best about the opposite sex? I don't know...
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Sexism.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? A bracelet. From Mike.
(208) Are you in love? Oh yes.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Probably glance at him and continue walking.
Okay, that was an abrupt ending.
This weekend is going to suck. But on Monday I'm seeing "Wedding Crashers" with Mike. I hope he feels better by then.
Now, I am off to curl up in my bed in a hoodie, read, and maybe be emotional, because I am miserable, and my body is exhausted, and my parents made me angry, and I just really need a hug right now.