When nobody knows
when nobody knows whats going on you can't blame them for not caring.
i have found that no matter how much i care about someone i always end up screwed in the end.
i have friend stealing my stuff, lying to my face. and then i have other things going on that not many people know about yeah i am scared and i don't know what to do. but who can i really trust. its like everyone in my world has gave me reason not to trust them, very few are still loyal.
so with everything thats happening and going on do you think that people truly understand eachother. cuzz i sure the fuck don't i have tons of people appologizing to me for acting the way they did now that they know something is wrong., but does that make it okay because they apologized, i dont know. i am confused and alone. and that really sux; there is alot of things i wanted to do. that now seem impossible. i am sick, and it is getting worse. yeah no one knows but does that make it okay... yes it does confinement from others gets you every where and at the same time no where., confinement to yourself makes you feel that nothing else matters. and even though there is apololgizes it doesnt matter. no one matters in your world. you can create the perfect person or you can hurt someone you hate,. so if i live in my own world all the time is it possible to get hurt?? i i create what happens can i truly get hurt. ?? alone and wondering where the world wants me to go.. and if i will follow. isnt good. but it is where i am at. i have alot to think about and alot to handle. especially after today.
i have found that no matter how much i care about someone i always end up screwed in the end.
i have friend stealing my stuff, lying to my face. and then i have other things going on that not many people know about yeah i am scared and i don't know what to do. but who can i really trust. its like everyone in my world has gave me reason not to trust them, very few are still loyal.
so with everything thats happening and going on do you think that people truly understand eachother. cuzz i sure the fuck don't i have tons of people appologizing to me for acting the way they did now that they know something is wrong., but does that make it okay because they apologized, i dont know. i am confused and alone. and that really sux; there is alot of things i wanted to do. that now seem impossible. i am sick, and it is getting worse. yeah no one knows but does that make it okay... yes it does confinement from others gets you every where and at the same time no where., confinement to yourself makes you feel that nothing else matters. and even though there is apololgizes it doesnt matter. no one matters in your world. you can create the perfect person or you can hurt someone you hate,. so if i live in my own world all the time is it possible to get hurt?? i i create what happens can i truly get hurt. ?? alone and wondering where the world wants me to go.. and if i will follow. isnt good. but it is where i am at. i have alot to think about and alot to handle. especially after today.