Fate
I now believe in fate.
I used to think fate was just some abstract theory, danging from whimsical hearts and illegimate claims. I didn't believe in fate, that was, until i had an illegitimate claim.
It happened today. I was on the bus, reading a book, and i thought to myself, "You know, you should look up once in awhile and see what you are missing." I was having an episode,you know, the kind where you realize that high school is over soon and you should cherish the last few months.
Anyways, i looked up. And I saw a sign. Literally, it was a sign. I don't want to say what was on the sign, maybe later. All you need to know is that i had seen this sign before and it held great significance.
You see, i am the type of person who assosciates feelings/memories with physical objects (cars, flowers, signs, etc). This sign i saw reminded me of something in my life that happened awhile ago that i am now reliving. Something that was not really good for me, and turned out a bit catastrophically (i say "a bit" because i don't want to eggagerate). I was driving along a year ago and saw this sign and it reminded me of this thing in my life. A few hours ago i saw that very same sign, the moment i decided to lift my head because i thought i might miss something.
Coincidence? I THINK NOT!
I take the sign as a warning. God is telling me, "Stephany, don't be an idiot."
But i am an idiot so i can't guarantee anything.
Sad? I THINK SO!
I used to think fate was just some abstract theory, danging from whimsical hearts and illegimate claims. I didn't believe in fate, that was, until i had an illegitimate claim.
It happened today. I was on the bus, reading a book, and i thought to myself, "You know, you should look up once in awhile and see what you are missing." I was having an episode,you know, the kind where you realize that high school is over soon and you should cherish the last few months.
Anyways, i looked up. And I saw a sign. Literally, it was a sign. I don't want to say what was on the sign, maybe later. All you need to know is that i had seen this sign before and it held great significance.
You see, i am the type of person who assosciates feelings/memories with physical objects (cars, flowers, signs, etc). This sign i saw reminded me of something in my life that happened awhile ago that i am now reliving. Something that was not really good for me, and turned out a bit catastrophically (i say "a bit" because i don't want to eggagerate). I was driving along a year ago and saw this sign and it reminded me of this thing in my life. A few hours ago i saw that very same sign, the moment i decided to lift my head because i thought i might miss something.
Coincidence? I THINK NOT!
I take the sign as a warning. God is telling me, "Stephany, don't be an idiot."
But i am an idiot so i can't guarantee anything.
Sad? I THINK SO!