The Paddock

[stephndel]

I am so angry right now...

For the last freaking time, she was banned for good reason and she deserved it. She's had it coming for a long time. The comments she made to Jules were only the final straw - she's been upsetting people on the forum and on Chatzy, getting involved in arguments, and causing controversy for a very long time and enough was

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[vivibub]

so i don't deserve to be there?
whatevs. i'll stick up for steph no matter what cause she's one of my bestfriends and deserves better than the shit that gets hurled at her on stupid forums.

[stephndel]

If you're just going to carry on like this, then no, you don't.

And *we* all deserve better than the shit that *she* hurls around forums.

So it sounds like we're all even then. Have fun on The Stables or whatever it's called :)

[vivibub]

whatevs. i didn't do anything wrong.

i don't know why this is such a huge thing. it's just the internet, as people keep telling me.

[stephndel]

The only thing you've done wrong is attack me about my decision to ban Steph. That was really, really unfair. At least Keshia is mature enough to stay neutral over the whole thing since she has friends on each 'side'. I thought you were that mature as well but I guess I was wrong :(

And yes, it's just the internet... but there are real people with real feelings behind those screens.

[vivibub]

i didn't attack you. not at all.

well i'm in the process of losing all my friends in real life but you wouldn't know that because you're too wrapped up in trying to keep everyone happy so i'm sorry that i'm not more sympathetic to peoples feelings on the net.

whatevs. have fun hating me.

[stephndel]

I don't think it's possible to hate you :) And I don't. Not at all.

The reason I'm so upset is because I hate having conflict between us. I hate arguing with people I care about, and I care about you a lot. And I'm sorry that banning Steph has upset you so much but I really can't help that. I know you guys don't think we had any reason to ban her, but we really did. She's been on borrowed time for a while and this was just the last straw.

Maybe you didn't mean to attack me, but I felt very, very attacked - by you and by Sammy. Which is why I closed the forum for a bit. I just had to bail for a bit, that's all. I was almost in tears because of you guys. Believe me, I don't take any pleasure in banning people.