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I'm beginning to feel restless again. Not about anything in particular, just everything.
I will list the things I am dissatisfied with:
Jesse has the flu and is currently puking. Ew.
My body.
My insatiable need for money.
The prospect that I might never study abroad.
How cute our new kitten Olive is, but how stinky her litterbox is after, like, a day.
Shitty, ice/snow/dirt that has yet to melt away despite today's 50 degree weather
Weaning myself off Carmex. It's not going well.
Jeans, clothes in general.
My purse.
Making a list always makes me see how whiny and emo I can be. So to make up for that I will make a list of things that I am satisfied with:
My boo.
Taking Yoga with Alisa. We start on monday.
The apartment we will hopefully lease for next year. Fingers crossed.
My job. They don't pay us enough, but I can't help but laugh my ass off almost every day.
My friends. I don't call everyone I love enough, but they're always on my mind. I will call soon.
Family. Except when my mom yells at me for calling 411 too many times. But that's my fault.
Tomorrow is payday.
I turn 21 in 2 months and 18 days.
My hands are no longer ashy.
I need a plan of action. The following are strategies I will use to reconcile the things I am dissatisfied with and encourage those with which I am content:
Spend some quality time by myself.
Find new music that I like.
Eat more nutritious foods, and improve my overall eating habits. No more cookies at work.
Go to yoga class.
Look into summer internships.
Write more for the buzz.
Go on dates with my man.
Dress up.
Buy new purse.
Be on time for work.
Ok, I feel much better. Good night.
I will list the things I am dissatisfied with:
Jesse has the flu and is currently puking. Ew.
My body.
My insatiable need for money.
The prospect that I might never study abroad.
How cute our new kitten Olive is, but how stinky her litterbox is after, like, a day.
Shitty, ice/snow/dirt that has yet to melt away despite today's 50 degree weather
Weaning myself off Carmex. It's not going well.
Jeans, clothes in general.
My purse.
Making a list always makes me see how whiny and emo I can be. So to make up for that I will make a list of things that I am satisfied with:
My boo.
Taking Yoga with Alisa. We start on monday.
The apartment we will hopefully lease for next year. Fingers crossed.
My job. They don't pay us enough, but I can't help but laugh my ass off almost every day.
My friends. I don't call everyone I love enough, but they're always on my mind. I will call soon.
Family. Except when my mom yells at me for calling 411 too many times. But that's my fault.
Tomorrow is payday.
I turn 21 in 2 months and 18 days.
My hands are no longer ashy.
I need a plan of action. The following are strategies I will use to reconcile the things I am dissatisfied with and encourage those with which I am content:
Spend some quality time by myself.
Find new music that I like.
Eat more nutritious foods, and improve my overall eating habits. No more cookies at work.
Go to yoga class.
Look into summer internships.
Write more for the buzz.
Go on dates with my man.
Dress up.
Buy new purse.
Be on time for work.
Ok, I feel much better. Good night.