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i put too much faith into things to not get away with not getting let down. i don't know why i thought this would be different. you have a completely different life now, and i was stupid to think i could be part of this new one. it's not impossible to get over, it's just impossible to forget. i jump to conclusions too fast for anything like this to work, and i was too good at convincing myself in the beginning. i don't know what to believe ever and i change my mind too often. it's so weird thinking that you're not going to be there for me when i need you the most.