ughhhhhh
I'm totally in the worst mood ever.
I can't remember the last time that I have ever felt so confused, and in just a bad mood over nothing at all.
Everything just seems to be going crazy lately and I'm not sure what I am to do really. Clearly I'm over reacting like usual, but sometimes when I want something to happen, I want it to happen right away or for someone else to just make my decisions for me.
Pretty much that none of what I just wrote makes sense to anyone unless I elaborate a bit more.
Here's pretty much everything that is on my little mind right now. I really really need a new car right now, but I don't want to have to put myself into debt just for a vehicle. At the same time, I really don't feel like putting money into the car I already have, just for it to actually die and leave me stranded like it has like 4 times in the last two months. I am making enough money that I can easily save up for a vehicle, but the reality is that I need a car Pronto... or at least to make a decision Pronto!
Also.. What do I do when it comes to fall? I have a few people that want to be my roommates if I choose to move to Toronto in the Fall, but I'm unsure if I want to move there. There are a few ways to look at this. My boyfriend will be moving to Toronto in the fall and I really don't want to have to commute to Toronto to see him, yet I don't want it to seem like I am so desperate for him that I move to Toronto just so that I can be around him 24/7. I assure anyone reading this... that's not the case here.
Also, do I really want to stay at home, where I'm so bored all the time? The more that I'm here at home, the more miserable I get. There isn't really anything about this house that I like. This is pretty much the house that everyone inside it just comes and goes and no one really lets anyone else know where they are going or where they are. It is, of course just assumed that Brandon is going to be at his girlfriends. If it's about 9pm and I'm still home alone, I'm not to be worried because my dad is just probably at work still or just on his way home. It would be so relieving to just come home and it's like there is a family living here. There really isn't much structure around here. Although, I guess I'm just as bad. Every chance I get, I'm out of here! I spend most of the weekends with my boyfriend unless I have plans with any of my other friends. I usually spend the week hanging out with my friends if I don't work during the evening.
Anywho, all those things are currently on my mind and driving me a little bit nuts, but hey.. I'll survive.
Here are a few photo's from work today. Don't mind these pictures. When I go to work I put NO EFFORT in the way I look.. hahah.. It truly shows right about now...
((THIS ONE IS SAL AND I. HE LOOKS SO MISERABLE HERE!!))
((KRISTEN AND I BY THE LAKE... BFF!))
((KRISTEN AND MIKE!))
What's better than working with your best friend??
I'm not sure either!!
♥
I can't remember the last time that I have ever felt so confused, and in just a bad mood over nothing at all.
Everything just seems to be going crazy lately and I'm not sure what I am to do really. Clearly I'm over reacting like usual, but sometimes when I want something to happen, I want it to happen right away or for someone else to just make my decisions for me.
Pretty much that none of what I just wrote makes sense to anyone unless I elaborate a bit more.
Here's pretty much everything that is on my little mind right now. I really really need a new car right now, but I don't want to have to put myself into debt just for a vehicle. At the same time, I really don't feel like putting money into the car I already have, just for it to actually die and leave me stranded like it has like 4 times in the last two months. I am making enough money that I can easily save up for a vehicle, but the reality is that I need a car Pronto... or at least to make a decision Pronto!
Also.. What do I do when it comes to fall? I have a few people that want to be my roommates if I choose to move to Toronto in the Fall, but I'm unsure if I want to move there. There are a few ways to look at this. My boyfriend will be moving to Toronto in the fall and I really don't want to have to commute to Toronto to see him, yet I don't want it to seem like I am so desperate for him that I move to Toronto just so that I can be around him 24/7. I assure anyone reading this... that's not the case here.
Also, do I really want to stay at home, where I'm so bored all the time? The more that I'm here at home, the more miserable I get. There isn't really anything about this house that I like. This is pretty much the house that everyone inside it just comes and goes and no one really lets anyone else know where they are going or where they are. It is, of course just assumed that Brandon is going to be at his girlfriends. If it's about 9pm and I'm still home alone, I'm not to be worried because my dad is just probably at work still or just on his way home. It would be so relieving to just come home and it's like there is a family living here. There really isn't much structure around here. Although, I guess I'm just as bad. Every chance I get, I'm out of here! I spend most of the weekends with my boyfriend unless I have plans with any of my other friends. I usually spend the week hanging out with my friends if I don't work during the evening.
Anywho, all those things are currently on my mind and driving me a little bit nuts, but hey.. I'll survive.
Here are a few photo's from work today. Don't mind these pictures. When I go to work I put NO EFFORT in the way I look.. hahah.. It truly shows right about now...
((THIS ONE IS SAL AND I. HE LOOKS SO MISERABLE HERE!!))
((KRISTEN AND I BY THE LAKE... BFF!))
((KRISTEN AND MIKE!))
What's better than working with your best friend??
I'm not sure either!!
♥