broken and empty

[stephj22k]

i don't understand how i can be yelled at and hurt and scolded.. and people get mad at me? i just don't understand. i tried to stop bad things from happening, but it seems people just don't want me around. i guess i don't deserve to be around them anyways.

i wish i could go away.. far away, for a really long time.

i hate myself, and pretty much everything right now. i don't want to be me anymore.