yes its another glass half empty one.
I am so sick of keeping ppl at arms length to stop myself getting hurt just because YOU where a cunt(and by you i mean a few ppl)
one of the nicest ppl i have met in a long time
who treated me like i was royalty and gave me none stop affection and friendship has now vanished off the face of the earth and wants nothing to do with me.great!because i was a bitch to stop my feelings running away with me again.and its not just those of you with dicks
its girlfriends aswel i feel im not able to open up and talk to ppl without them twisting it and blabbing it around after a certain blurt of spiteful gossip got made up, spread around, lost me my job and a tonne of friends.thankyou.
(by the way i dont mean emma or tanis or any of the lovelys on my friends list)
i can understand why ppl would enjoy a little bit of gossip i like it myself who doest?but to make stuff up and make someone lose their job and have to go on sick leave for nearly three months!really what do you get from that?!like i didnt have enought stress on my head with two members of close family dying of cancer!
and i know ppl said not to worry about it its just talk and my real mates would be there but it really got on top of me and to be honest it was my real friends who started all the shit so how could i beleive a word anyone said.
well its over now gladly and i never wrote a proper entry bout it so there.
another thing i never wrote an entry about was how grateful i am to emma and tanis for being there when all of the above shit was going on and for being there for me over xmas too.i love you both alot!xxxxxx
cant wait til tanis gets home and we can all go get drunk and cut some rugs!
i am soooo getting tattooed soon i just gotta get payed this month and then im going to get it done.it's all drawn up and everything!exited i am!
everyone should go out this weekend.yes.thats it i have finished now.
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one of the nicest ppl i have met in a long time
who treated me like i was royalty and gave me none stop affection and friendship has now vanished off the face of the earth and wants nothing to do with me.great!because i was a bitch to stop my feelings running away with me again.and its not just those of you with dicks
its girlfriends aswel i feel im not able to open up and talk to ppl without them twisting it and blabbing it around after a certain blurt of spiteful gossip got made up, spread around, lost me my job and a tonne of friends.thankyou.
(by the way i dont mean emma or tanis or any of the lovelys on my friends list)
i can understand why ppl would enjoy a little bit of gossip i like it myself who doest?but to make stuff up and make someone lose their job and have to go on sick leave for nearly three months!really what do you get from that?!like i didnt have enought stress on my head with two members of close family dying of cancer!
and i know ppl said not to worry about it its just talk and my real mates would be there but it really got on top of me and to be honest it was my real friends who started all the shit so how could i beleive a word anyone said.
well its over now gladly and i never wrote a proper entry bout it so there.
another thing i never wrote an entry about was how grateful i am to emma and tanis for being there when all of the above shit was going on and for being there for me over xmas too.i love you both alot!xxxxxx
cant wait til tanis gets home and we can all go get drunk and cut some rugs!
i am soooo getting tattooed soon i just gotta get payed this month and then im going to get it done.it's all drawn up and everything!exited i am!
everyone should go out this weekend.yes.thats it i have finished now.
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