Aug 31, 2006 23:04
its sad to say this but band camp, the last two weeks of my summer, picked up my entire summer
ive actually been having so much fun with all my friends for the last two weeks that i cant even take it
band is like this huge family
and for the first time in my life, ive never felt so figured out
like i actually know whats going on with myself
i know what i want, i know who i am, i know who my friends are
i just know
and god its never felt so good to know my own emotions
im just finally happy for once
and the show at cbgbs was such a success
i was so happy up there on stage
im glad i did it now that i look back on the whole thing
i had so much fun there and id do it again
its funny how i complain about things when i know everythings going to turn out fine in the end
i just wish more of my friends would have been there to see us
this is me in my 20 seconds of genuine happiness
and im gonna savor it