Oh yes, fancy that!
Well, i havent updated here in the longest time...or at least it feels that way. Myspace has kind of taken over, but i hate the internet so it can go die k plz thnx.
Umm, where to start....well the soccer season has been going rather nicely, except our loss to Fort Myers on Friday...and i will admit it - I cried on the way home ;_;
I have soccer practise like veryday, one-act rehearsal everyday, pasta parties after practise, lots of homework and the loss of my friends all balancing on a thin piece of thread. Im serious though...like i dont feel that i know half of my friends anymore, and its really sad because i understand that i am busy and not there as much as everyone else is, but id like people to acknowledge me a little more then they do. Nobody seems to understand just how hard life is without old friends and childhood friends who you can talk to over the phone etc. Yes, of course i have 3905831248905748295637454 friends in the UK, but they have all moved on and gone to college and are starting their news lives now, and it is EXTREMELY difficult and expensive for me to see them, whereas drving to a different state seems as easy as flushing the damn toilet to me...
Right now, the only close/real/acknowledging friends i seem to have are Jowy and Lauren M...thats it guys. Forget a boyfriend, or other friends, or people who call me and ask how im doing...they dont exist anymore in my life...wait, they never have!
All ive ever wanted is a friend who i can call my best, a friend who says to me that they want me to spend the night, a friend who will be there everyday and understands me...and Jowy, if you are reading this, i still love you, but as girly as your are my love, you are not a girl to me...and id like a girl friend who is just as close to me as you are <3
Im going to bed now.
Umm, where to start....well the soccer season has been going rather nicely, except our loss to Fort Myers on Friday...and i will admit it - I cried on the way home ;_;
I have soccer practise like veryday, one-act rehearsal everyday, pasta parties after practise, lots of homework and the loss of my friends all balancing on a thin piece of thread. Im serious though...like i dont feel that i know half of my friends anymore, and its really sad because i understand that i am busy and not there as much as everyone else is, but id like people to acknowledge me a little more then they do. Nobody seems to understand just how hard life is without old friends and childhood friends who you can talk to over the phone etc. Yes, of course i have 3905831248905748295637454 friends in the UK, but they have all moved on and gone to college and are starting their news lives now, and it is EXTREMELY difficult and expensive for me to see them, whereas drving to a different state seems as easy as flushing the damn toilet to me...
Right now, the only close/real/acknowledging friends i seem to have are Jowy and Lauren M...thats it guys. Forget a boyfriend, or other friends, or people who call me and ask how im doing...they dont exist anymore in my life...wait, they never have!
All ive ever wanted is a friend who i can call my best, a friend who says to me that they want me to spend the night, a friend who will be there everyday and understands me...and Jowy, if you are reading this, i still love you, but as girly as your are my love, you are not a girl to me...and id like a girl friend who is just as close to me as you are <3
Im going to bed now.