Boundaries.
Whatever happens in school stays in school. I don't want any problems or issues that don't deal with my life truly. School is just a phase, it'll pass by. Just like everyone else who I know at or from school. I don't care about essays, tests, or research crap. It does not phase me a bit. This is the reason why I can't talk to everybody in school. They don't understand my point of view. No I'm not failing and life isn't terrible but I really don't want to deal with it; anything for that matter. If something doesn't work out, I keep walking by. I can't waste my time trying when I know it won't do.
I'm done playing that stupid girl who always waits for something. I'm finished. I go for what I want and can get. Like I said before, if it doesn't come out good then I keep going and find another way. Nothing bothers me up to this point. I won't let school distract me or take my away from my state of mind. It isn't worth it. This is crazy, right? Well, I have no clue how to explain it to you. While everyone thinks and worries about the little things I care about the bigger picture. I cannot condescend my level of thoughts and I won't; not for anyone. If there's a problem, I'll try and deal with it but if it gets to the point where I can't take it, I walk away.
I'm not the same girl anymore. I'm not taking crap from anyone, unfortunately. In a way, I feel sorry for I am probably not as compassionate or sympathetic as I was before...but I can't be. Not in a world like this. I won't stoop down to an average female's thoughts and views through her emotions, feelings, blah blah! No way. Never.
I won't be fragile. I won't be sensitive. I will not be weak. Instead, I'll be strong, independent, and broad. I don't care what people say do or feel. I can't deal with that anymore. I've been taught to be taught for years now so it's a part of me. People might take it the wrong way but what can I do about it. I'm not going to change at all. You accept me or not. No, I don't mean you like a proportion or more than half of me. I mean ALL of me.
If not then I don't know why you waste your time putting up with me if you can't accept it. I love art, music, creativity, carefree playing, romance, stories, photography, honesty, faith, imagination, originality, nature, and dreams. I am truthful, blunt, proud, strong, playful, energetic, passionate, tomboyish, artistic, talented, wise, controversial, and unique. I am a dreamer, a lover, a friend, and a companion.
I have my perspectives and visions that guide me through life. My views are apart from school and everything else. I've been told that there are those who are here just to be here. Then there are others who were chosen to be here for a reason. To either learn something or make a difference even in the tiniest way. There's a reason why I'm here; I feel it. This materialistic world is not for me. I won't let all this corrupt my mind to work in this systematic world of falsehood. I can do way better.
I'll go my own path and you go own yours. Accept me or not, I keep walking. When you have the guts and courage to take me on and accept everything I am, then we might have something more that matters. Otherwise, you'll just be a companion or friend who will pass by me in life.
Until now, I haven't really met anyone who has reached that level. Close maybe but not yet.
I'm done playing that stupid girl who always waits for something. I'm finished. I go for what I want and can get. Like I said before, if it doesn't come out good then I keep going and find another way. Nothing bothers me up to this point. I won't let school distract me or take my away from my state of mind. It isn't worth it. This is crazy, right? Well, I have no clue how to explain it to you. While everyone thinks and worries about the little things I care about the bigger picture. I cannot condescend my level of thoughts and I won't; not for anyone. If there's a problem, I'll try and deal with it but if it gets to the point where I can't take it, I walk away.
I'm not the same girl anymore. I'm not taking crap from anyone, unfortunately. In a way, I feel sorry for I am probably not as compassionate or sympathetic as I was before...but I can't be. Not in a world like this. I won't stoop down to an average female's thoughts and views through her emotions, feelings, blah blah! No way. Never.
I won't be fragile. I won't be sensitive. I will not be weak. Instead, I'll be strong, independent, and broad. I don't care what people say do or feel. I can't deal with that anymore. I've been taught to be taught for years now so it's a part of me. People might take it the wrong way but what can I do about it. I'm not going to change at all. You accept me or not. No, I don't mean you like a proportion or more than half of me. I mean ALL of me.
If not then I don't know why you waste your time putting up with me if you can't accept it. I love art, music, creativity, carefree playing, romance, stories, photography, honesty, faith, imagination, originality, nature, and dreams. I am truthful, blunt, proud, strong, playful, energetic, passionate, tomboyish, artistic, talented, wise, controversial, and unique. I am a dreamer, a lover, a friend, and a companion.
I have my perspectives and visions that guide me through life. My views are apart from school and everything else. I've been told that there are those who are here just to be here. Then there are others who were chosen to be here for a reason. To either learn something or make a difference even in the tiniest way. There's a reason why I'm here; I feel it. This materialistic world is not for me. I won't let all this corrupt my mind to work in this systematic world of falsehood. I can do way better.
I'll go my own path and you go own yours. Accept me or not, I keep walking. When you have the guts and courage to take me on and accept everything I am, then we might have something more that matters. Otherwise, you'll just be a companion or friend who will pass by me in life.
Until now, I haven't really met anyone who has reached that level. Close maybe but not yet.