Such headache

Jan 14, 2007 22:21

I've had a terrible migraine all day long
I got into a fight with one of my friends
over unimportant nonsense and words misconstrued.
I feel like crying right now but I'll force myself
not to so I don't develop yet another migraine.
I don't understand why I don't get along with
90% of the girls in this world. What's wrong with me?
I won't deny they cause infinate havoc but we won't
go there.I feel my friends drifting away from me.
I see it in their eyes, I feel it when I'm
in the same room as them. I always wondered
why my parents didn't really have any friends.
Do some people grow out of friends entirely?
I think I've always had this problem.
I've never been able to keep friends for very long.
Victoria Lynn Hyde is the one exception. Even though
throughout pretty much all of high school we didn't talk
here we are best friends again, as if that time between us
never existed. As if 8th grade traveled 4 years into the
future and reunited us again. It's a comfort.

School has really got me stressed out.
More than ever I want to succeed. I want everything to
be perfect. I try to tell myself that isn't possible
but I end up with a headache regardless. I can't believe
I'm paying to learn 8th grade math. I need it though I guess
numbers are aliens to me. I hate fractions, I hate decimals,
I hate converting fractions to decimals ect. Laugh at me if you
will, call me dumb I honestly don't care at this point in time.

I need to lay down and think of a happy place
somewhere peaceful.
Get my mind off everything
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