Aug 20, 2004 20:21
Ever since Tobes left it hasnt felt the same around here. It feels empty and unsecure. My best friend has gone home!!! :'( As for me, I'm stuck here trying to scoop up the lost time and pack for college as well as finish up summer reading. I should've had better time management, but having mono and your best friend around changes that a lot. I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to bring to the bathroom and I have my bathroom buddies emailing me back asking what they should bring! lol I dont know, look at the packing list. It's all too much stress on me at this point. It's like I wake up in the morning, shop (literally til I drop), come home for a well deserved nap, and wake up to try and read but instead come on here. Packing has been a whole different project. I've really only gotten my clothes together...all over my bedroom floor no less. My mother screams at me, "did you put them in boxes yet??" ahh!! And I'm leaving on Sunday!! I'm starting to get really frazzled, but this is just me being me, waiting til the last minute, greatest procrastinator of all time. How am I gonna survive in college if I can't even do this? I've wondered that everday. I know I'll be able to do it though. If I can pack my WHOLE room up in 2 days flat, then I can pack 1/4 of it in 1/2 of a day. Well I feel much better now. :-) Sometimes getting things off my chest helps. haha Cant wait to at least meet people at college and finally settle down!