things goin good
hey well things have been goin pretty good lately. ive been really figuring things out. im not going to listen to this one person who keeps popping up and trying to make me mad. he's trying and its worked but hes not gonna bullshit me anymore. im sick of his shit, he can go screw himself and find someone else. oh wait he already did. well i think he did, sure seems like it. do i care? no. yea while i was saying "i know who my true friends are now" i guess i was wrong cuz this kid is def. not a true friend. most of the people who i thought werent my true friends really are. plus ive had a lot of time to think about love...maybe we are all too young to think about it, but hey Im happy right now. im ready to be independent, im sick of dealing with other peoples shit and im sick of being nice. and i dont like how people tell me "steph, ur too nice to be mean." i mean they can bullshit themselved if they want to, but they havent seen the true steph yet. im so happy right now though, yes i might be mad and things might not be goin exactly the way id planned at the moment,but thats the fun thing about life, nothing goes YOUR way. everything can change in a matter of seconds..u can change in a matter of seconds. well thats my ifluential thing for the day ttyl bye