I'm in Mobile! YAY!!!
It was such a relief coming home overnight! (even if I had to deal with my asshole mother fucker a.k.a. my orthodontist) We're headed back at 3:30AM. I can't get back in my dorm b/c I think I left my ACT card in my room. Dammit! I need to go to bed.
Okay so I'm crushin on this guy who is most likely not good for me. but for some crazy reason, I want to give him a chance...or a second chance. I'm not naiive. I'm just choosing to be optimistic. I don't want to judge his intentions just yet. I want to see what he has to offer b/c he DOES have that Je Ne Sais Quoi. Unfortunately, the guy that I know who has the noblest of intentions, I like more as a friend than a boyfriend. It might have to do with "the chase and the stomach flip." With the first guy, there's definitely chase and when I hear from him, I get the stomach flip. With the second guy, there's no chase b/c he's pursuing me really strong, but when I see or hear from him, there's no stomach flip. Karma is going to catch up to me, and then I'll be alone. I can feel it. Ah well! (I'm saying that now, but when it happens, I'll be sad even though it'll be all my fault.) haha! Karma is a bitch. I'm reall tired so I'm gonna go to bed now. gnight all! Love ya!
Okay so I'm crushin on this guy who is most likely not good for me. but for some crazy reason, I want to give him a chance...or a second chance. I'm not naiive. I'm just choosing to be optimistic. I don't want to judge his intentions just yet. I want to see what he has to offer b/c he DOES have that Je Ne Sais Quoi. Unfortunately, the guy that I know who has the noblest of intentions, I like more as a friend than a boyfriend. It might have to do with "the chase and the stomach flip." With the first guy, there's definitely chase and when I hear from him, I get the stomach flip. With the second guy, there's no chase b/c he's pursuing me really strong, but when I see or hear from him, there's no stomach flip. Karma is going to catch up to me, and then I'll be alone. I can feel it. Ah well! (I'm saying that now, but when it happens, I'll be sad even though it'll be all my fault.) haha! Karma is a bitch. I'm reall tired so I'm gonna go to bed now. gnight all! Love ya!