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So back from break, and gave myself a few extra days of break. Than I went mad and wrote an essay that I had 6 months to write. I did it in two days, editing and all. I think an award should be given out to people like me. lol.
So this weekend I'm heading to Kingdom with the girls from work. I was soo excited to go til they told me that all of their boyfriends and their boyfriends friends are just going to be there too. As much as I know none of them would ditch me purposely, I still figure that at one point during the night everyone will take off. I wasn't too upset about it til they all decided to try to and set me up with people. They're already asking me questions to narrow it down. I HATE BEING SET UP. I hate relationships in general, why would I have one with a stranger?
Maybe I'm just so used to be alone that it's foreign to me to talk to someone in a way that should lead to a relationship lol. I don't even recognize when people hit on me anymore, it's so weird I just get freaked out and run away lol.
On another positive note my sister flys off to Europe on MOnday for her school trip. I went on the same trip almost 5 years ago (holy shit) and it was amazing. Best time ever. I'm just extra excited cause I want more lipgloss from Paris and mine is done from the summer. lol. I can't wait to move there one day, even for a year or something, it's going to be done, mark my words. I might even take the chance and learn some french before I go, who knows.
I think that's about it for now. March is a bitchin month cause it's so close to the end. It's amazing how fast this year has just flown by. I can't believe that it's almost done, it feels like just a few weeks ago I was waiting for everyone to come back and join me in Hamilton and trying to get comfortable in my new house. I'm not really looking forward to everyone being gone again, but at least this year I'm a bit of a more confident person (haha yeah right) and can survive the summer hopefully....damnit why do you all have to leave?!?!?!
So this weekend I'm heading to Kingdom with the girls from work. I was soo excited to go til they told me that all of their boyfriends and their boyfriends friends are just going to be there too. As much as I know none of them would ditch me purposely, I still figure that at one point during the night everyone will take off. I wasn't too upset about it til they all decided to try to and set me up with people. They're already asking me questions to narrow it down. I HATE BEING SET UP. I hate relationships in general, why would I have one with a stranger?
Maybe I'm just so used to be alone that it's foreign to me to talk to someone in a way that should lead to a relationship lol. I don't even recognize when people hit on me anymore, it's so weird I just get freaked out and run away lol.
On another positive note my sister flys off to Europe on MOnday for her school trip. I went on the same trip almost 5 years ago (holy shit) and it was amazing. Best time ever. I'm just extra excited cause I want more lipgloss from Paris and mine is done from the summer. lol. I can't wait to move there one day, even for a year or something, it's going to be done, mark my words. I might even take the chance and learn some french before I go, who knows.
I think that's about it for now. March is a bitchin month cause it's so close to the end. It's amazing how fast this year has just flown by. I can't believe that it's almost done, it feels like just a few weeks ago I was waiting for everyone to come back and join me in Hamilton and trying to get comfortable in my new house. I'm not really looking forward to everyone being gone again, but at least this year I'm a bit of a more confident person (haha yeah right) and can survive the summer hopefully....damnit why do you all have to leave?!?!?!