afraid, scared, upset, uneasy, eerie
I'm not afraid of people breaking into my house anymore, or even being outside at night all alone. In fact, I'd rather be outside, in the dark, at night, enjoying the cool refreshing air.
What I am afraid of is what's inside my house. It started last night...
I was home at night standing at the counter when something brushed by me, I got this weird feeling, but shrugged it off. After all, it couldn't have been anything. But it happened again, it brushed by me, the same as the first. I was a little scared and uneasy, but I shrugged it off again. I walked into the living room and stood in front of the couch while I gathered some things to take up to my room. For the third time, it brushed by me. There was no reason for that, not the third time. My living room is big and has plenty of space to move around in. I watched my back the rest of the time that I felt it was around, but it didn't happen again. A little nervous, I finished what I was doing for the night and went to bed.
This morning when I woke up, I didn't have that weird feeling I had last night. I went about my stuff like normal, went for a run, went to the store, and started making some Jell-O pudding for Jess, Dave, and myself, or whoever else happened to come by before all the Jell-O disappeared. All was well, when I got that eerie feeling again, the one that I had last night. I tensed up, but continued preparing my pudding. I cautiously made my way around the kitchen. I was scared. Then, for the fourth time, it happened again. Four times!
I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to do anything, but afraid not to. I don't like that feeling at all. It's like I have no power at all. If I don't do anything, will it go away, or will it continue? It brought me to tears because I was so afraid this morning. I was so relieved when Jess stopped by for lunch. I am glad to be out of the house now, and I am glad that I am working a lot this week, so I don't have to be home much.
But from what happened three times last night and once this morning, I'm afraid to be home by myself. I'm afraid that the eerie feeling might just be there.
If you have any idea what I am talking about, please help me. What should I do to make it stop?!!!!???
What I am afraid of is what's inside my house. It started last night...
I was home at night standing at the counter when something brushed by me, I got this weird feeling, but shrugged it off. After all, it couldn't have been anything. But it happened again, it brushed by me, the same as the first. I was a little scared and uneasy, but I shrugged it off again. I walked into the living room and stood in front of the couch while I gathered some things to take up to my room. For the third time, it brushed by me. There was no reason for that, not the third time. My living room is big and has plenty of space to move around in. I watched my back the rest of the time that I felt it was around, but it didn't happen again. A little nervous, I finished what I was doing for the night and went to bed.
This morning when I woke up, I didn't have that weird feeling I had last night. I went about my stuff like normal, went for a run, went to the store, and started making some Jell-O pudding for Jess, Dave, and myself, or whoever else happened to come by before all the Jell-O disappeared. All was well, when I got that eerie feeling again, the one that I had last night. I tensed up, but continued preparing my pudding. I cautiously made my way around the kitchen. I was scared. Then, for the fourth time, it happened again. Four times!
I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to do anything, but afraid not to. I don't like that feeling at all. It's like I have no power at all. If I don't do anything, will it go away, or will it continue? It brought me to tears because I was so afraid this morning. I was so relieved when Jess stopped by for lunch. I am glad to be out of the house now, and I am glad that I am working a lot this week, so I don't have to be home much.
But from what happened three times last night and once this morning, I'm afraid to be home by myself. I'm afraid that the eerie feeling might just be there.
If you have any idea what I am talking about, please help me. What should I do to make it stop?!!!!???