Jul 28, 2004 22:06
My house is driving me nuts.. well not really the house.. just the people in it.
This is what caused the recent outbreak. on friday mum got fired from her job. this was fine by her because she wanted out anyways but it looks like she could take them for unfair dismissal. My mum is a champion.. in all the years ive known her, she has been the peacekeeper. shes one of the most gentle relaxed people i know.. my dad on the other hand.. well hes at the other end of the scale completely. my dad is hot head. he goes ape shit over the tiniest thing so as you can imagine mum getting fired set him off pretty good.. not because of her but because of the way the company slandered 'her name'. mum couldnt give a shit.. she would rather just get paid and move on. HERE HERE I SAY. I love my mum and her attitude on life.
So for the last 5 days it has been nothing but dad flying off the handle over every fucking little imperfection here and there. so yesterday he decides hey steph can cop a turn at this so he lays into me about everything. me and my dad have never got along well but on the odd chance we do we are best mates. last night he starts off by 'have you heard back from that job yet?' i tell him no as they have 3 more weeks of interviews and then they are getting back to everyone. well for me to take that from them isnt good enough for my dad. 'well i dont mean to be negative but you should get off your arse and go on the dole until you find something coz this doesnt seem to be looking good for you' - MR FUCKING NEGATIVITY RIGHT THERE! I get so fucking peeved that he is here telling me whats right to do and whats wrong to do. wake up mate.. i dont enjoy being unemployed.. im working my arse off trying to find work... its not my fault im not every company's 'ideal employee'.
GET ME FUCKING OUT OF HERE! me and my mum have had enough. i have put up with this shit for as long as i can god well remember. hes just taken off at 10.15pm coz he cant sleep and i can hear him speeding up the street now. he can be such a fucking wanker. people say you're lucky you have a dad.. yeah i am.. i just wish he wasnt as much of a moron that he is now.
I swear if i find a job tomorrow and i get it im moving out within the next 4 weeks. in fact when i do get a job ill move out that week. YOu have no idea how over this i am.