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Today really sucked.... It was just one of my "I don't care" days. I was in a bad mood all day today for no reason whatsoever. every little thing just pissed me off. I guess I just feel kind of lonely and confused at times. The only person I can really talk to is Josh but he is a guy soo umm yeah... I dont know lets just say I have drifted away from some of my friends and I dont like it and I'm sick of trying to be nice to people because I get shit in return and something always just bad has to happen to me. I don't know I guess I just try to hard for people to approve of me and compare myself to others constantly and it gets me down. I have really low self asteem and think very lowly about myself... I really hate the feeling of sadness but whatever I'm not going to say shit on here to people who dont even fucking care. (((And NO this isn't directed to anybody in particular))) And Carrie had a bad day as well and it made me sad seeing her unhappy because she is the most happiest person I know and I fucking hate it when people say shit to her it fucking pisses me off. The only good thing about today was me finding out I made the JV cheerleading squad. and today is Josh's and I's 2 month anniversary! yaya! well i'm going to go now
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Comments... I guesss...?? if not that is cool dont waste your time....