Oct 17, 2004 11:04
well last night was kinda fun... kinda gay at the same time uhh.. lets see uhmm well there were like a bunch of fights.. at first like alllll the black people ran to the door.. and then ran out the door i dont know and then i saw 2 cops and mr. indie take out ricker i was kinda worried i think he got in a fight but im not sure then when mr. indie was trying to talk to everyone i think 2 girls got in a fight.. cause i saw a police officer take out a girl.. and then we all had to go home at like 10:15.. and there was another fight outside there were cops everywhere.. crazy shit... and the other side bermingham was there.. lol and Nina ..wouldnt leave his god damn side she was all up on his fucking dick.. we were outside and she was like holding him a shit and ergh.. so nasty.. and i tried to pull matt away from nina and she wouldnt let go! i was like nina you need to get the fuck off of him and stop riding his god damn dick you have a fucking boyfriend you fucking smut.. and she was like im talking to him.. ohh shes good lol.. and i was callin sean [conklin] to see if jen or isaac was home to pick me up and nina was like "i'll take you home" and i was like "I DONT FUCKING WANT A RIDE HOME WITH YOU I'D RATHER FUCKIN WALK".... err and she knows i like him.. and its more the fact that she has a boyfriend.. and has ALREADY cheated on him with matt.. she tried to say he forced her to do stuff... yeah he forced her to go down his pants and hook up with him and errr whatever i thought i was a smut at least i dont cheat on people and fucking smut around when i already have a damn boyfriend... shiiiit lol.. yeah anyways dont know what im doing today... its sunday.. which means tomorrow is monday not cool.........ohh shit i had a dream last night.. that bermingham tried to kill me and give my skin to his x girlfriend lol.. and me and him got in a fight and i dont know we were argueing about how we argue with each other all the time... ugh.. it was weird.. and i have a dream that i was going down these like water tube things and these fake sharks were chasing me ... i dont know it was weird..i have issues dont i... eh well im out
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*I WONT LET THIS BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME*