Nov 22, 2005 02:20
PART 2
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
u kan still kall me weneva u wantu kno i'm alwayz here for udon't hezitate at all
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
n e time of da day or nite
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont think you'd reciprocate it
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
so far ive been the one to talk to you to msg you, and maybe im jsut bitter but for a while at the end i fel t like i was the only one trying to hold on to somethign that probably wasnt even tehre.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
whihch is why the begining of the convo
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
id literally opened the convo
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and was bout to type somethign
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
then you did
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and. i duno. we said wed talk in a week. or whatever. but i dont see us getting back together.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont knwo wha tyou see
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i kno wut u mean
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i tink we should try to strengthen our friendzhipand who knozmayb sumting will happen again in da future
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont know
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i think we're very very different people
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and somehow for some reason we managed to pull together a relationship based on practiclaly nothing and make it last for 8 and a hal months. and thats amazing. and its not that it was bad. there have just been huge changes. and i almsot wish that i was really upset or mad at you because it woudl almost make it easier to get over it. because im stuck in this.,.. limbo of being cool with it.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
or saying, thinking that i am. but not really knowing. mayeb its because the last two weeks were so shit. and that was like the "breakup" and then we jsut had to finalize it. and maybe thats only how i feel now.
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i knoin da lazt kouple of weekz of itthere wuzn't much of a relationzhip n e mor
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and then we're supposed to be friends. but i duno. i wish i was mad at you so i could jsut ignore you and not have to see your face. but thats the easiest way.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
no ther ewasnt
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
and iuno ybut it juz kinda happened
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i knoif we liek hated each otha rite nowit would make da whole ting a lot eazier
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and i dont knwo if hate you. because i dont have a reason to. but i jsut keep gettin gmore and more bitter about all this crap that happened between us. even if it was little stuff. and the fact that now we're supposed to be friends. an di fele like im not allowed to linger about being upset or seomthign. which obviuosly in a way i am.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont know
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
you talk.
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i tink we juz hafta get pazzed a certain stageor amount of time or sumfin' b4 it startz gettin' eazierkuz itz still frezhand itz gonna b a lil wierdbut iuno aboot u, but i still wanna b friendz
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
but da lazt ting u said didn't really make it seem liek u wanted to b
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i do.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
eventually
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
but i think itll come
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
when its supposed to
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i jsut thinkg that im just lygin to myself and that aim actually upset abou tit.
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i know its been a week
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont kno w how to deal with 8 months of my life
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and everythign befor eit.
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
honeztlyi don't kno wut to say
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i noticed
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
thats been happening a lot to us
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i think i just wish it hur tyou like it hurt me to feel like utter shit for two weeks and then have a relationship end and be expected to be friends.
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
it did hurt meit hurt me alot
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
u tink i would juz liek forget aboot and not kare aboot sumbody who meant so much to meand ezpecially afta 8 and half monthz
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
and still duz mean alot to me
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
kuz da way u juz said dat made it sound liek i didn't kare
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
thats kind of how it felt sometimes
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i alwayz kared aboot u
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
but da feeling wuz mutual sumtimez
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
liek it felt da same way wit u
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
liek u didn't kare
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
when
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
there had been timez where it it would feel liek u wouldn't wanna chill wit meu would juz wanna chill everybody elze
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
and u wouldn't even liek look at me
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
iuno if u did it intentionally or notbut it felt liek dat
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i've felt the same way
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and i dont know why we felt liek that
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
well sorry if i didi didn't mean to at all
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
were we doing it unintentionally because we thoguth the other person was doind git to us?
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont know why it went so wrong
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i hav no ideait seemed liek one day everyting wuz greatden all of a sudden sumting juz happend and it got all wierd
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
but waht was it
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and why
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i hav no idea
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
do u kno ?
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
id like to blame it on adam because that seems easy
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
but i dont know
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
r u seriouz ?
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i think that he can be hillarious and you guys obviously get along fabulously but its obviously made huge changes in 'the group' and i dont knwo why it would have made u n me an exception. think about it
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
the best months of our relationship sort of
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
were somewhere between
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
mayish-septemberish
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and at the nd of that is when adamreally became liek your best friend
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
and everyone loved him because he made you laugha nd smiel and you were so goddamn happy
I C POO(sak)R.I.P. DAD, YOU WILL ALWAYZ BE IN MY HEART{CMF}kazper!problemchild!{safari boyz}~petrock~[toazt]rufio*raven*cloud says:
i kno wut ur sayin'i guezz i kan kinda c it
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
at the end esp. it was like everyone was planning everything aroudn adam
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
because all adam really cares about is you as his friend
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
theres even a theory
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
that he dated sara subconsciously because that "established" him as part of the group
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont know
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
i dont think its his FAULT
[earth to stephanie] And when i see you, i really see you upside down... [Silly Girl] says:
it cant be obviusly