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So today i was like, i will tell scott, i really just love being his friend. Instead, then scott said it to me.
SO i was like hey, awesome, because i really just want to be oyour friend, and he's like yeah this is getting ridiculous and im not feeling what i felt before.
So friends it is.
so i'm really happy that it didnt explode in someone's face an make a mess
not that im expecting everything to be perfect.
So yeah.
and i cant believe its basically thursday already.
How the fuck does that happen.
I have so much goddamn work... and its goign to be done... soon. so soon.
I jsut have to lurch and finish.
again, a project due friday , two actually, and an exam
that i probably will not study for on account of finishing the projects.
bullshit.
how how how how did it happen
i started that project early! i went and got materials early! and then. barf.
but yeah. that's me.
other than that i feel pretty good
cynthia and denise came over yesternight and slept here, it was fun.
oh wait, that's how it happened.
but yeah it was awesome sauce.
aaaaaaaand thats about it. i suppose.
back to work.
I want to enchant you like you enchant me...
Edit: and then i ended up talkign to josh and he was like what? you broke up? and asked me about it, like why, what happened, what went through my mind
and then we had this whole discussion about whether im scared of actually letting myself 'love' someone, scared of getting hurt. and i am. i guess what was the conclusion. whether is more so than others or jsut about the same, whatever, who caresssss.
but yeah he was really nice
and apparently, according to the film people, i have a nose tha tlooks good on film....
i understand not.
but thats okay
SO i was like hey, awesome, because i really just want to be oyour friend, and he's like yeah this is getting ridiculous and im not feeling what i felt before.
So friends it is.
so i'm really happy that it didnt explode in someone's face an make a mess
not that im expecting everything to be perfect.
So yeah.
and i cant believe its basically thursday already.
How the fuck does that happen.
I have so much goddamn work... and its goign to be done... soon. so soon.
I jsut have to lurch and finish.
again, a project due friday , two actually, and an exam
that i probably will not study for on account of finishing the projects.
bullshit.
how how how how did it happen
i started that project early! i went and got materials early! and then. barf.
but yeah. that's me.
other than that i feel pretty good
cynthia and denise came over yesternight and slept here, it was fun.
oh wait, that's how it happened.
but yeah it was awesome sauce.
aaaaaaaand thats about it. i suppose.
back to work.
I want to enchant you like you enchant me...
Edit: and then i ended up talkign to josh and he was like what? you broke up? and asked me about it, like why, what happened, what went through my mind
and then we had this whole discussion about whether im scared of actually letting myself 'love' someone, scared of getting hurt. and i am. i guess what was the conclusion. whether is more so than others or jsut about the same, whatever, who caresssss.
but yeah he was really nice
and apparently, according to the film people, i have a nose tha tlooks good on film....
i understand not.
but thats okay