sometimes i jsut want to shave it all off
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today. i. got. a. credit. card.
only 500, and wow. wow. wow. its jsut this little bubble of independence. if only i had my own money. hah. so i can buy like... clothing.. all those times where ive wanted to and then couldnt because i didnt have a credit card number? or concert tickets. or really cool birthday gifts. so that was neat.
ummm it was an okay day. i dont know how i feel about it. kind of angry. kind of realizing that my being angry is pointless. and then realizing some more that some people are jsut jerks and that life can hurt, and it doesnt need to. it doesnt. but it will. because nothign can be simple. and we've been raised by movies. we knows so many things from movies and not from actual people. what kind of life is that? because honestly, i know that sometimes im expecting something to be right out of the movies because it seems so real. and then it doesnt. and sometimes it does. and sometimes you jsut want somethign to be easy because why does it have to be hard, why can't we just all care a bit less because somehow i think thatll make everythign easier. and its still pretty goddamn easy for me. so why am i talking? but when things are easy, little things get harder. so maybe everything should jsut get harder and thenill be goddamn happy i still have all my body parts.
and i hate msn. i hate msn. because it has made the phone, the real phone, to me, obsolete. i cant call people that arent a close friend without a reason, or just to talk, i cant really get excited about calling boys because they ownt even give me their own msn, ill fin dit, from someone else.
I dont know where i was going with that, it was a tangent.
I wnat to dye my hair dark again. but i have to ask my director because maybe she wont like it if its too dark. which it probably will be because thers no happy medium between blaaaaaaaaaaaack and brown.