Dec 06, 2002 02:08
I am so much better than I have been. Actually, I'm happier than I have been since about 2 years ago. I'm back to my peppy, happy self that I always have been all my life. So what if it's medicinally induced... I feel like I can be myself. I feel like some people are uncomfortable with the new me... which all those who've known me for a long time... is pretty affectionate and outspoken.
The small problem is this guy that I am always with, who I am totally in love with. We never run out of things to talk about, and we have so much fun together. I know that we could be perfect together as more than friends, but he doesn't see it I guess. It's okay, in 10 days I will leave and have a month to get my shit together.
All in all, life is good. I'm going to miss everyone who is leaving and never coming back. It's like a migration. I've got-count em- 8 friends leaving for one reason or another and never coming back. I want you all who are leaving to know how much you mean to me. I will never forget you... I love you so much .