Going Crazy
So, I know it's been a while. Sorry about that. I'm actualy going through a really rough time right now, but it's really weird. This has been a really bad week for me and Rachel and Jon, and Rachel had a breakdown. That meant that a good portion of Wednesday was spent in the emergency room, and I was up for 56 hours straight because I wanted to take care of her and make sure she was okay
The weird thing about this is that I've learned a lot about myself through this. I guess I'm a lot stronger than I thought, especialy in rough situations. I don't know if I managed to keep it together because I've grown, or because I was too busy taking care of Rachel to worry about what I was feeling. Either way, I made it, and there's still a lot of stress, but it's getting better. Also, Lou DiMasi is now my surogate father. He made this situation so much better.
Amy, I know it's been a while, just know I love you, and I miss you.
I can not wait until next weekend. I get to go home and go to Boston to watch Katie Katrina's play, and I'm so excited about it. I miss her, I miss home, I miss family. I'm just really excited to go back.
Also, oddly enough, I've missed certain people SOOOO much lately. I mean, I miss everyone, but Josh, Chris, and PatB. especially lately. I can't wait to see everyone!!!!!
I guess that's all. Dad's coming up tomorrow, so I need to get my room cleaned!!!
The weird thing about this is that I've learned a lot about myself through this. I guess I'm a lot stronger than I thought, especialy in rough situations. I don't know if I managed to keep it together because I've grown, or because I was too busy taking care of Rachel to worry about what I was feeling. Either way, I made it, and there's still a lot of stress, but it's getting better. Also, Lou DiMasi is now my surogate father. He made this situation so much better.
Amy, I know it's been a while, just know I love you, and I miss you.
I can not wait until next weekend. I get to go home and go to Boston to watch Katie Katrina's play, and I'm so excited about it. I miss her, I miss home, I miss family. I'm just really excited to go back.
Also, oddly enough, I've missed certain people SOOOO much lately. I mean, I miss everyone, but Josh, Chris, and PatB. especially lately. I can't wait to see everyone!!!!!
I guess that's all. Dad's coming up tomorrow, so I need to get my room cleaned!!!