ugh, i hate this
Feeling a lil annoyed/depressed as of late. I mean I'm super happy to be out of my old apartment and in a new house with my husband, but my old landlord is making it unbearable. He wants me to pay him this months rent because i only gave him 20 days notice. He doesn't seem that hard up for money idk why he needs to be a lil shit. my new landlord and Chris say not to pay him but i have this sick feeling in my stomach like i need to pay him or i'll be in big trouble.
Course thats not the only thing on my mind lately. i think i'm losing a shit ton of friends for no reason. the thing that makes it worse is that chris is losing them too and it makes me feel bad. as if its my fault they r acting like this. I mean what if they just dont wanna hang with me. i dont want him suffering just cuz they dont wanna be near me. I dont get them, i really dont. They just continue to have these group gatherings without even thinking of calling or texting. i mean is it really that hard to say "hey we r at this place at this time." i mean i think it literally takes about 2 minutes to say that. I really think that most of them are just graduating soon so they just wanna cut all ties. Which sucks for the people who thought oh hey i finally have a really good friend then to find out whoops ya dont. ugh, i feel like a whiny lil bitch but i just dont care.
Another thing i love is when certain friends just complain about where they are. I mean if you dont like this place then why stay so damn long. there are plenty of other places to go. Also if YOU bog YOURSELF down with too much work then shut the fuck up lmao.
Idk, i dont have nething else to say. i'm just hurt and in a general bad mood.
Course thats not the only thing on my mind lately. i think i'm losing a shit ton of friends for no reason. the thing that makes it worse is that chris is losing them too and it makes me feel bad. as if its my fault they r acting like this. I mean what if they just dont wanna hang with me. i dont want him suffering just cuz they dont wanna be near me. I dont get them, i really dont. They just continue to have these group gatherings without even thinking of calling or texting. i mean is it really that hard to say "hey we r at this place at this time." i mean i think it literally takes about 2 minutes to say that. I really think that most of them are just graduating soon so they just wanna cut all ties. Which sucks for the people who thought oh hey i finally have a really good friend then to find out whoops ya dont. ugh, i feel like a whiny lil bitch but i just dont care.
Another thing i love is when certain friends just complain about where they are. I mean if you dont like this place then why stay so damn long. there are plenty of other places to go. Also if YOU bog YOURSELF down with too much work then shut the fuck up lmao.
Idk, i dont have nething else to say. i'm just hurt and in a general bad mood.