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[stephensjournal]

Here lately it has just been so hard to get out and go to functions. I have been dealing with some hard issues with myself. I have found myself hiding at home and staying away from everyone. I think it has to do with my social disorder that I have with men and boys. If I stay at home I am less likely to be rejected. Anyways, I am saying this

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Re: Throw Me A Curve--The Go Go's

[scalboy25]

< You just want to hang out in a comfortable atmosphere >

The atmosphere is already comfortable, we just aren't comfortable with ourselves. You told people to respond, and this its my nice quaint response :). My real response is just to get off your ass and go out! Staying at home and dreaming about what can happen wont get anything accomplished. Stephen you are nicer than the majority of the people in this Nashville social circle. You always have a smile on your face with me and are always in a good mood. Just because someone has a skinny ass drug addicted BF on their belt doesnt mean they are happy. Stop dreaming about wanting to be them. Dream about wanting to be yourself. I want you to get excited about your life. Oh shit wait thats what Dr Phill always says lol.

Get out and make yourself happy. You don't need a bf to make this happen, yeah its sometimes helps though. Dont let your happiness depend on if someone loves in a pre arranged relationship. You already have many people that love you, your friends. Its a Wednesday, the day will be beautiful, the sun will be up today. Well I didnt see the weather report lol, but I hope so. Why dont you go out to Play tonight--if your schedule permits. The only reason why I am responding to your post is bc I actually like you alot. Everything I said is just basic common sense. I read everyones Nashville posts. Its not because I give a shit about everyones problems, honestly Im glad Im not around most of these people. I enjoy reading about peoples shit. Your one of the few people I like, you said respond so I am. Yeah its ok to stay at home sometimes and have me time. Days where you just wanna go fuck everything im gonna be sad today........But not all the time!

Its time to GET OUT THERE AND GO!!!!

Re: Throw Me A Curve--The Go Go's

[stephensjournal]

Thanks Charles, I think the thing to do like you said is to just get up and go out instead of just sitting at home and do nothing. Thanks for you advice. You are really sweet yourself. I hope things are going well out there in Cali. TTYL I have to go back to bed. MWAH!