Aug 31, 2004 19:00
I am having a mood swing or something, I dunno. I have had a very weird couple of days. I am feeling slightly depressed. I am having all kinds of emotions going thru my head. They are kind of personal so I will not disclose them publicly in my journal. I cried last night going to bed and again when I woke up and now again on my lunch break. I guess it is due since I have been happy for so long now. I hope that I will go to bed tonight and things will be different tomorrow. These calls at work are just plain shitty to me today, which is abnormal. I am on my new team at work, Matt Campbell's team, so I had to move away from all of my friends on my last team which is sad.
It might because I am not eating healthy enough or something. Like you have all seen, I am pretty much a starving marvin! hehe I don't have a eating disorder or anything, yet. I have just been cutting down all of my total food consumption. Living with Derrick is a good diet cause we don't keep food in the house like we did at 804. That definately helps. I don't know, shit, it has to get better cause, hello!, it always does. Life is full of ups and downs and if we didn't have downs then the ups wouldn't be so good.
More to come.........