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WOW!!!!

Mar 26, 2004 18:47

Over the last week or so I have came to know my friends a little better by spending one on one time with them. I feel I have a deeper understanding with them as well. I think the spring is beautiful. Today, Matt, Brian, and I went to work out for a while and then Matt and I went down to the little Nashboro Village lake and did some tumbling. ( Read more... )

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chrisetheridge1 March 26 2004, 21:51:04 UTC

..."I wish Chris my roommate would come out and dance and have cute times as welll. I sometimes worry about leaving you out but it just prolly isn't your thang to do that right now. I enjoy the time I have with you everyday when we talk and just hang around the house."...

first, I am not having a mood swing
second, i am not speaking before I think

No, it is MY THING to go out and have a good time and for the past 2 months, everytime I have went out, those were my intentions---to have a good time. But when you repeadily go out and the people that are supopsed to be happy to see you, really dont give a shit or not if you were there and want to have a good time WITH you, then I just lose interest. Things have been fine up until me and Matt had that little spat at the club in Louisville and ever since, its like flyers have been handed out to my friends "NOTICE: DONT CALL CHRIS, IM HIM OR INVITE HIM TO DO ANYTHING UNLESS YOU HAVE TO". People are always calling you asking you to go "here and there" and do "this and that" with then. I am lucky if I get spoken to every other day. Just because I sit at home one weekend or dont go to the club one night, dont mean that I dont want to be invited next time. Ya know? But that is how it is.

Maybe its a curse. Maybe I am jealous. Well, hell, I know I am jealous. I know you may think that I am cold with this theory but I believe I have hit the nail right on the head, especially, when I see you referring to me as "your roomate" and hearing about outings and events that I had no clue about, especially when I USED to be the jolly ole soul that would plan them.

Gal stephensjournal March 27 2004, 06:54:00 UTC

You are my best friend, I didn't mean it that way. You know I just want you to be happy. I live for you happeness. I wish I could help you right now. I do get what you are saying. I was just saying that I wish things weren't the way they are right now between you and your friends. From my knowledge people are not making an effort not to hang around with you. For real. I just hope things get better soon. I hate it this way. Don't let anything get you down. People love you. You know if someone was bashing you or making fun of you that our whole group would jump in a take up for you, not because they like drama because they love you for who you are. I think you are maybe going through a dry spell of some sort which sucks cause I have been there. I just know that I love you and nothing will ever change that. Your best friend, ~Stephen

Re: Gal stephensjournal March 27 2004, 06:56:35 UTC

Oh and sorry I missed your call but someone was blowing up my phone earlier and I had to shut her down. Ask me and I will tell you who. You know I would rather walk on my lips than to talk about someone. :-)

Re: Gal chrisetheridge1 March 27 2004, 09:52:09 UTC

Oh it aint got me down. I dont think I can be down if I tried. I could care less either way. My time is readily availible for my friends, all they have to do it want it. I am tired of struggling to keep friends and force myself onto people, friendships should come naturally, like ours. So, its just one of those "blah" "whatever" things.

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