Feb 22, 2005 19:19
depressing day. every day seems to be depressing. like u cant shake it off, it is never ending its like a darkes falling over your life covering every thing like a blanket and once you think you find something that is good, something new will come out and show u were to stick it, ever sence angie died i dont know if life at school will ever be the same there is still always this darkness\sadness lingering over u and jus when u seem to get happy it pops back up.
now to all of those that are thinking of suicide, dont, i know wht u are goin through i have been there before and i kno wht u think and wut people tell u and how u dont listen and stuff but if u just stick with it look at the good in ur life or find a outlet u will be ok so mabe rite a song, a poem, or just listen to music tell u find someone or somethin u can relate to and once u do then u can find ur way out of this deep dark maze of depression that has fallin into your lap.....
is the hell u r goin through now
worth the hell u might have to
spend for an interianty?