i should just kill myself now
okay what the fuck is wrong with me. why must i mess everything up. last night i got into a huge rediculous fight with travis. basicly it was pointless. we were fighting over nothing.i started out by saying oh yea allys guna tape me having sex with some kid, and i was joking about it too. he obviously didnt no that. even though i told him hes like oh no you werent kidding and you no it. actually i was kidding. he kept saying all this stufff about how hes looking out for me and how everyones guna call me as slut. i got pissed off. and brought one of my best firneds into this whole ting then wound up making her cry which im sorry for. i wound up crying too after the whole thing because i dont wanna wind up loosing a friend like him. he always made me laugh.and we just call each other retarded names. im not sure what im suposed to be sorry for but whatever i just want this whole thing over with. im sorry im sorry IM SORRY!!!
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