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well, it's time to write. i said good-bye to megan and mindy and chessy and lots of other people today. it was really sad. i don't know how life at allegheny is going to be without them. will i ever see shane again? some people said they'd come visit, be around over the summer, etc., but i really want them to be here forever. i guess this is kind of the most emotional i've been in a really, really long time...i haven't had to say good-bye to people i care so much about in a long time. i know it had to happen, but it seems so soon and abrupt. i hope our paths meet again. people better visit for a little while over the summer and next year when they have time.
the thought of being here over summer with so few friends is frightening, but i guess i really couldn't handle being in scranton. i could have...should have...gotten an internship somewhere special and wonderful, like justine in california, but i was a lazy ass and so i'm stuck with meadville. i better see some peeps this summer, or i might just self destruct.
eco house next year is going to be crazy weird, as in different. i'm used to hanging out there the way it was, but it will never be that way again. i feel like we'll all actually get along well next year. we have to, and we will. i'm the easiest person to get along with, so i'm really not worried about that. it'll just be a different space, especially if we get that stove put in...what would that be like!?
tomorrow's going to be rough...what am i going to do all alone? the next day i'll leave for home for less than a month. i'll be working at giant again, and hopefully...no. i need to see mike in philly. i must go to philly. hopefully sarah, justine, heather, and i can go to new york again. i need that city. i need money, too. i'm very quickly going broke. i hope the creative crust will hire me. if not, i don't know what else i'll be doing here. i think it would be nice to make bread for a few hours. i can handle that. that family is crazy, but two men working there are really nice...a boy and the father. i feel like they might be a little crazy too..especially the dad, but the other dude would be fine to work with.
anyway...i'm leaving the day after tomorrow. i hope everyone has a great summer, including myself. i hope i see everyone again. and i'm pissed off that i'm working tonight.
ps...heineken is really good. thanks, meg.
the thought of being here over summer with so few friends is frightening, but i guess i really couldn't handle being in scranton. i could have...should have...gotten an internship somewhere special and wonderful, like justine in california, but i was a lazy ass and so i'm stuck with meadville. i better see some peeps this summer, or i might just self destruct.
eco house next year is going to be crazy weird, as in different. i'm used to hanging out there the way it was, but it will never be that way again. i feel like we'll all actually get along well next year. we have to, and we will. i'm the easiest person to get along with, so i'm really not worried about that. it'll just be a different space, especially if we get that stove put in...what would that be like!?
tomorrow's going to be rough...what am i going to do all alone? the next day i'll leave for home for less than a month. i'll be working at giant again, and hopefully...no. i need to see mike in philly. i must go to philly. hopefully sarah, justine, heather, and i can go to new york again. i need that city. i need money, too. i'm very quickly going broke. i hope the creative crust will hire me. if not, i don't know what else i'll be doing here. i think it would be nice to make bread for a few hours. i can handle that. that family is crazy, but two men working there are really nice...a boy and the father. i feel like they might be a little crazy too..especially the dad, but the other dude would be fine to work with.
anyway...i'm leaving the day after tomorrow. i hope everyone has a great summer, including myself. i hope i see everyone again. and i'm pissed off that i'm working tonight.
ps...heineken is really good. thanks, meg.