i want to make new memories, not dwell on ones that have already past

[stephengrey]

well.. after a long break im returning to purchase college tommorow... i hid from everybody for a while, writing music and photoshopping my life away.... but i emerdged from my cave for a bit a couple times... i seen almost everyone if oly briefly... im happy to go back... as home reminds me of the past... and i feel like im lollygagging in a time that ive already been through... i need new... i want to push forward until im rich and famous... i love my friends... and i hope they understand that my absences and lack of communication isnt because i hate them or have forgotten about them... its because im too busy pushing forward in this zany world to dwell on things that have already happened... i want to make new memories, not dwell on ones that have already past... talk on the phone about a party long gone... or a movie see long ago...

home just reeks of decay... theres just no way... that ill ever be forced to stay... i want to see the flowers bloom... not sitting in my old room... pictureing the face of doom...

sry bout that... i proborbly wont be posting for a little while... i really have to concentrate on my grades... im gonna be a powerhouse this semester